wicked games | Cairo Sweet x femOC

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this isn't proof read because I'm really tired

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Cairo's POV

Waking up in Tara's bed — Tara's arms definitely wasn't what I planned. I never spend the nigh. Not unless we go at it for the whole duration of it.

She's so sweet and always wants me to stay and take care of me, but I can't let that happen. I can't let her in. She's just gonna leave me like everyone else.

The brunette's been my longest... relationship? Situationship? I don't know what exactly we are, but I know that I want her all to myself.

Her body, her mind and her soul are mine. Mine to play with and mine to touch. She's at my mercy, yet she is oblivious to that fact. Following me like a lost puppy and doing as I say.

Mr. Miller is just some silly little game of mine — I don't want to actually seduce him. I mean he's an old man. I admire his intellect but that's it.

With Tara it's different. I actually crave her attention and her validation — not in an academic sense, more in a personal one. I need her to like me and want me. I need my teacher to do the same but the difference between him and the beautiful girl is that I would never pursue him.

"Cairo..."
A sleepy voice mumbles as two strong arms tighten around my waist.

"Tar, I need to go baby."
Pushing some of her messy hair behind her ear.

"No, please stay."
She whines and pulls me even closer to her.

And since I'm really not in the mood to fight her, I just let it be — feeling her fall asleep again. I caress her arm as she sleeps.

Now I do love spending time with her like this, but I really can't let this become a regular thing. As much as I'd like to make her mine and show every girl in school that the hottest football player and girl is mine, but I can't.

Tara's too precious for me to just break her beautiful heart. She might be a bit fucked in the head — just like me — but she's a really good person. She doesn't deserve being lead on.

Not that I don't want to date her, it's just that I'm afraid that she'll leave me — just like everyone else.

I know she would never but still. I know that she truly likes me for me — not my body. She worships me like I'm some sort of goddess.

Whenever we have sex, she'd tell me how beautiful I am and when I'm writing afterwards, she'd put her chin on my shoulder and read what I've written — telling me how brilliant I am.

The first time that happened I almost cried. I wasn't used to gentle sex or aftercare. I had two boyfriends before I started sleeping with the brunette.

Both of them just cared about their own pleasure and pretty much forced me into having sex. My first time was stolen by one of them. Back then I didn't think like that, but now I know that I shouldn't have lost it that night.

I should've waited for Tara. When Tara and I first slept together, it was like a whole new world of pleasure was opened up for me. I mean I've came before, but never by a dick.

Want to know something surprising? I took Tara's virginity. The poor baby was clueless, yet so so good. Even with zero experience she made me feel heavenly.