A Hundred Thrown-Out Speeches I Almost Said

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Its been months and my feelings didn't change a bit. I want to thank you for all those times we spent together despite it being each other. I want to take this opportunity to express myself that i liked you. Though i know damn well that i am lying to myself because it was never past tense zy, i still like u. But i have no rights because in the first place your actions says it all. I want you to know that i have no regrets. not even once. even though we are not that close, my heart still recognizes every part of you. I am so grateful i met a guy like you.

There was no reason at all zy, there was no reason why i liked you. It was so sudden and then there, my heart sunddenly started beating for you. Your presence makes me calm. with just that simple glimpse of yours, you have already locked your self inside this unstopable feeling.

I am afraid zy, i still am. I'm afraid that one day these feelings will fade away and i will not be able to feel alive again. i'm afraid that i will be empty. I'm afraid that one day i can finally set you free, and that one day i can already say your name without getting these cloudnine feelings.

Alam ko na ang lahat ay may hangganan. Ngunit hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin kayang pakawalan itong aking lihim na nararamdaman.