| 73 things i love about u. y.j

Prologue

She lies at my side, sleeping peacefully. In the tranquil embrace of slumber, her presence envelops the room.The soft rhythm of her breath orchestrates a serene symphony, and the moonlight gently caresses her form, casting a delicate glow.

It appears that i love watching her when she's asleep. I know I might sound like a creep, but there is something that captives me in her, that i can't understand.

I only don't love watching her asleep. I just love her.

If only she wasn't asleep for so long now...

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You know... I remember exactly how I fell for you. How suddenly I only saw you in a crowd of people. How I went to bed dreaming about you every night. The way your name was written on everything that came to my hand, and the way I played your favorite music when i missed you, just to remember how you sang it.

Since then, your were the only thing on my mind. And i don't say that because I love you, it's the truth. You can ask my friends ; i talked about you twenty for seven. I looked at your photos everytime I didn't see you in real life, and i even wrote poems about you. Can you believe that ?

I guess I was in love, but i didn't realized it fast.

It took time for me to realize that I've found, not only the love of my life, but also my best friend. The person that will always light up a smile around my face, just by giving me a look. The person that will give all her love to me, even though I feel like I don't deserve it. The person that will take care of me, more than herself. The person that can make me feel so many emotions, that I've started to write in my journal about her.

I've always wanted to ask you out, i promise. I had imagine the scenario a million times. And most of the time, i went to you, with flowers - because I knew you loved them -, and we walked under the rain, listening to those piano ballads that you loved so much. I don't really like those things, but i love you, and that counts even more.

I have a memory, that is now far away in my mind, but for some reasons, these days, I remembered it like it was yesterday.

The day I discovered your name.

I remember arriving at school pretty late, because I didn't wake up. That was an bad habit that I used to make a long time ago. I just turned off my alarm when it rang, and went back to sleep, to woke up thirty minutes later.

Besides, you told me about it countless times when we got together.

I rushed into the corridors, as I was checking my phone for the clock. Suddenly, I bumped into someone, and they fell to the ground. I stopped my run, turned around, and that's when I saw you.

I never saw you before even though I had study in that school from the beginning of my high school. I knew everyone, and I also knew everyone and their little details. Some of them were self-conscious, or very comfortable in their skins. Others were big, and others were small. Their eyes had classic colors, ranging from black to brown.

But you, and your eyes, were... mesmerizing.

You were the prettiest girl that I've ever saw.

And, again, i don't say that because I love you. It's a fact. And i've learn every single details about you're face, from the moment that I saw you.

I love everything about your face. Every single thing. Your face is for me something that belongs to me, even if it's yours...

... because you have those plum lips that i kissed countless times. Your lips, oh, they're a canvas that paints emotions with every smile and every word.

I'm not gonna lie, i also like it because it's where you kisses come from.

And oh... i love your kisses.

There's a desire that lingers in the moments leading to a kiss. The anticipation, the proximity - it's a dance of emotions that culminates in a symphony of passion when our lips finally meet.

Oh gosh... i can't describe it !

When our lips meet, it's more than just a physical connection ! You know ? It's like the world suddenly stopped. It's a shared language that surpasses the need for words. Your lips, entwined with mine, create a dialogue only we can comprehend.

For being honest, the first thing caught my attention was your eyes.

Two beautiful black iris, with golds stars in it. It's like they could hold galaxies. Everytime light came up to your eyes, they shinned like a diamond. I like the way your pupils grow bigger when you'r excited, and the way they were attracted to any light, like a butterfly.

I hope you know, how many times I've drowned myself in those pretty eyes of yours. Yeah, i just love your eyes.

Then, there are your adorable moles.
Your moles, scattered like constellations across your skin, are like tiny stars that also which also lights up every time you smile, wherever you speak.

I know you have one under the left eye, and one on the right cheek. And i also know that in reality, you don't like your moles. You think it's like you had spots on your face. But for me, it's something that I can focus on when I'm stressed.

Another thing that you hate, is your cheeks. Even though mines are pretty round too, you hate yours. You say you love my cheeks because they showed up when I smiled. You made me love them, because at first, I thought It was ugly.

If you only took two minutes to made me change my opinion, I could talk forever about your cheeks, and you would disagree with everything I say. It's like that. I'm just going to skip that part. Just know how much I love your cheeks.

One strange part of your face that I love, is your forehead. Your forehead, a canvas waiting gentle touch, is where I plant my softest kisses. It's a promise of protection, a sanctuary where worries dissipate, and love takes root. I love to stick our forehead together, because I can see your eyes, feel your heart, I take away your pain.

Yeah, you are pretty. My gorgeous girlfriend . You are beautiful. You are, you were, and you will always be the prettiest girl on this earth.

But let's get back to your name.

That name.

As I bumped into you, you let your copybooks fell on the ground. I quickly picked it, and when I looked at the cover, I could see your name.

Lee Sooha.

So this is THE name.

The name I waited for my whole life.

The name that I will say, scream, whisper, and cry in the future. Countless of times, that name was the only thing that could make me smile. That name.

Your name.

I'm yours.

And you're....

Mine.