Confusing times

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After celebrating their birthday, Bill and Tom are exhausted. They're also full from all the food they ate...

(11:16 pm)

Everyone gets ready to go to sleep, they wait in the bathroom as Bill takes off his makeup. Gustav knocks on the door.

Gustav: "Uh, Bill... Can you hurry up a bit??"

Bill: "Please just wait a second!!" He shouts from the bathroom as he wipes off his black eyeliner.

Gustav: "Just saying, there's a line here waiting for you to get out..."

Tom, Georg and Elise are behind Gustav waiting for Bill to get out of the bathroom.

Tom: "HURRY UP I NEED TO PEE!!"

Bill gets frustrated as he wipes faster.

Bill: "WAIT A DAMN MINUTE TOM!!"

After a short while Bill manages to wipe off all the makeup and gets out of the bathroom. As soon as he does that Gustav and Tom start fighting about who's gonna enter first. They both try to go through the door and look at eachother.

Tom: "Gustav PLEASE let me in first!! My bladder hurts already!!" He says annoyed.

Gustav: "Well mine hurts too!!" He replies with the same tone.

Georg is already annoyed on them fighting.

Georg: "Just do rock paper scissors and see who's first..."

Tom and Gustav look at him then at eachother. They decide to go for a round. Tom loses and Gustav goes in quickly as he shuts the door behind him.

Tom: "FUUCKK!! *sighs* Just get out fast okay??"

Meanwhile Bill is going in the bedroom while stretching. He hears everything that is happening in the bathroom.

*In Bill's mind*: "They're fighting again huh? I mean, me and Tom are no better at home... *He remembers the time when he was taking a REALLY long shower and Tom almost broke down the bathroom door*... Yeah that wasn't pretty at all... *He puts his hands on his stomach* My belly feels so full... I'm so tired... I should probably go to sleep, it's almost 12 pm..."

Bill tucks himself in bed and tries to fall asleep...
After some time the others go to sleep too.

.....

Bill suddenly starts to have a weird dream...
He dreams of him being in a park, a lively one with children running around everywhere and screaming as he sits on a bench and looks at the cheerful atmosphere.

*In Bill's mind*: "Huh? I'm dreaming again... I like this tho... *Smiles* He suddenly sees a kid with a ripped tshirt, fluffy black hair and some punk accessories, running around. He looks a bit at him and realizes* Wait... That's... Me!! What is 13 year old me doing here?? *He gets a bit confused but he likes seeing his old self happy*"

The younger Bill seems to be going to an ice cream stand, but he suddenly falls down. Bill gets worried and runs to him, but he realizes that again, he can't hear him nor see him...

Young Bill: "Oww!!" He yells as he touches his leg.

Meanwhile, another kid just about his size with dreadlocks and baggy clothes comes to him. It was younger Tom.

Young Tom: "Bill!! What's wrong?? Are you okay??" He asks as he kneels down to him.

Young Bill: "I tripped and my leg hurts badly!!"

Young Tom: "*sighs and gets up* Can you try to stand up??"

Younger Bill tries to stand up but he fails and falls down, his leg seems to be hurting a lot. He shakes his head.
Tom tries to help him stand up but then realizes that he broke his leg. He is terrified. He doesn't know how he realized this, he just knows it.

Bill just stands there and watches. He feels so bad for young Bill that he himself feels the pain in his leg.

Suddenly all the children dissapear and the park is abandoned, only him with younger Bill and Tom left.

He sees that Tom hugs Bill tightly and starts bawling his eyes out.

Younger Tom: "I KNOW THAT YOU DON'T ACTUALLY NEED ME!! *sob* YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING BY YOURSELF AND I'M JUST GETTING IN YOUR WAY!! ADMIT IT BILL!! *sob*"

Bill feels his heart break when he hears these words. He now wants to tell Tom how much he cares about him, the fact that his simple existence makes him happy, yet he can't. His younger self seems to be unresponsive tho...

Bill: "TOM!! THAT'S NOT TRUE!! HOW COULD YOU GET IN THE WAY?? YOU'RE MY TWIN BROTHER!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY!! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME TOM!!! *He shouts loudly as he starts to cry*" He falls down to his knees as he sobs uncontrollably.

Bill: "TOOOOOMMMM!!! PLEASE LISTEN TO MEEEE!!! *sob*"

Younger Bill: "T... Tom.. don't say that!! I love you...!! *falls asleep*"

Bill is terrified by this whole scene... He wishes he could help his brother somehow...

Suddenly everything turns pitch black for a second, then he wakes up in some sort of office. Bill looks around, scared. He sees that his arms and legs are taped to a chair. He tries to get them out as hard as he can but fails... Meanwhile a strange man appears from the dark. His face was covered in black so he couldn't see who he was. Bill looks at the man.

???: "Heh... Bill Kaulitz... How do you feel about being my newest experiment?"

Bill tries to speak but he can't...

???: "Oh that's right... You can't say a thing! What are you gonna do? You can't even sing! Who will you even be anymore if you can't sing? You fool..."

Bill just looks at the man, he can't say a word... Suddenly everything turns pitch black again. He remains in the chair... He can't take this anymore... He feels like he's gonna go insane any second...

....

Bill lets out a loud scream out of a sudden...

Meanwhile, Bill falls from his bed and wakes up breathing heavily. Georg hears the loud "BANG" sound and it wakes him up too. He rubs his eyes and turns to Bill.

Georg: "Man what the fuck? *checks time* It's 4 am..."

Bill: "Owwww... My back..."

Georg: "*sigh* Do you need some help getting up?" He says as he reaches his hand to Bill.

Bill accepts Georg's help and gets up to go back to his bed. As he tucks himself back in Georg keeps looking at him.

Georg: "How did that happen tho?" He asks, still half asleep.

Bill: "I.. I have no idea..."

....

Georg: "You seem kinda anxious..."

Bill: "Huh? Me? I... uh... *sigh* I just had a bad dream..."

Bill sits up to check his left leg and lets out a sigh of relief.

*In Bill's mind*: "I know it wasn't my leg that was broken... well it was but, not the now me! At least it wasn't real..."

Georg: "What? Is something wrong with your leg?"

Bill: "*flinches* oh, no! I'm fine! *Chuckles*"

Bill looks at Tom who is sleeping peacefully. He's still worried about the nightmare he had. He can still hear Tom's screaming...

Georg: "Are you sure you're fine?" He asks.

Bill: "It's nothing..." He replies as he tucks himself in bed.

Georg: "... We're friends y'know... You can tell me if something bothers you... I understand that this whole situation is stressful for you, it is for everyone..."

Bill: "...Yeah, it's not the best thing to happen right now... But I loved to celebrate my birthday here! It was like no other... It was different, but in a good way! *Smiles*"

Georg: "*sighs* I'm still sorry for the cake tho... But hey, it was funny seeing you and Tom covered in chocolate...! *Slight chuckle*"

After some time Bill and Georg fall back asleep...

.......

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