rants

rant 62

i was showing my poetry to my teacher (assignment and u have to show her rough draft to move on) and she tells me "ok (my name) im signing you up for literature club, poetry club, and speech club." and I was like "um no sorry I have other stuff to worry about" and she's like "oh what are they" and obviously I can't fucking tell her a grandparent is dying my brother's suicidal and we're going bankrupt and I have piano classes outside of school so I'm silent and she says "that's what I thought. speak to me end of the day about which club ur joining" so I called mu parents secretly for early dismissal anyway im at home bawling my eyes out because I have nobody that actually gives a fuck about my problems. everyone in my family goes through bigger stuff than me. im so tired im so exhausted i can't do it i don't have the time for a speech i don't have the time for a poetry piece i font have time for anything else why can't you just give me the fucking good grades and leave me be and everyone in my class islile (my name) that's so good for youii omg i wish I was as smart as you-no you don't i hate my life I hate everything I wish I was privileged i wish I couldamount to something I wish just one thing went the right way for me. i threw up all my food im so exhausted I don't wanna eat i don't wanna do anything why can't I just have one day without any responsibility i hate everybody