School

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IS ANYONE THERE? AM I A GHOST? FUCKING TALK TO ME! I'm not invisible! To my disappointment no one in the crowded hallway says anything.

I'm so alone. No one here would even care if I died. I should go jump off a bridge. I panic at my own thoughts, yeah no one here, but Dawn would care.

I feel my eyes get moist at the thought of Dawn. I miss you baby, I hope you're ok. I know I'm not.

The bell to go to lunch rings and I worry about where I'm going to sit. I have no real friends. I just want to go home.

I feel a shove from my left. "Hey watch what chure doin cause you ain't gonna want me to do it for you." God, that's what I sound like? It feels like I haven't spoke in forever.

"Hey guys, listen to her. She sounds like she just got off her horse." All his buddies laughed and I flipped them all the bird. I start to walk off when I feel a hand around my wrist.

"Speak again, it's entertaining." I turn around and glare. "Go back to ridin horses boy, cause you ain't gettin no where with me." I pull out of his grasp and walk by him and his shocked friends.

Assholes. Great, now where am I going to sit? I probably done pissed off half the people in here.

I look and see Seth. I met him yesterday. Hopefully he won't mind sitting with me, and I'll get to know him better. That sounds better than sitting with strangers on the other side of the cafeteria.

20 minutes later
I can't believe it, I'm smiling. I continued laughing at Seth's joke. It's been so long since I've talked to anyone, let alone smiled. The bell rings and I get ready for my next class. I miss you Dawn, but maybe it's not so bad here. I'll see you soon.

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