Chenford one shots

Tims anxiety

This has always been a small hc to me when I'm watching the rookie 😭may be wrong but idc he's seems like a person to have it and be cold and quiet about it due to his past I think I'm just to observant
Tw ⚠️- panic attacks and mentions of abuse
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Tim was always quiet about his anxiety I mean he was brought up to be a tuff guy especially in the military and as a cop and his dad so he hid It from everyone because he felt like it made him weak he knew he had it but never got checked for it times where he noticed it is when his loved ones got hurt like Isabelle and now Lucy it's why he didn't really like beaches because he was afraid knowing about the stuff in it but of course now that he was dating a psychology major that wasn't going to slide the first panic attack he has with Lucy was when she had came home from a op and he thought she had died. He was sitting in the couch fidgety and not breathing he didn't hear
his girlfriend come in until he felt hand on his shoulders he looked up and her his eye blurring her face from the tears his ears ringing and his body shook felt like he was dying Lucy was Infront of him trying to calm him down tarmara came to the commotion and Lucy told her to grab him a glass of water she said and she rushed it to her and placed on the coffee table.

" Tim hunny " she said he couldn't make out who it was because tears blinded him but he can hear her voice it went in for a hour before he calmed down a bit " ...Luce " he said his voice weak and tired Lucy sighed in relief and grabbed the water and gave it to him she got up and beside him and rubbed circles in his back " your okay " she said softly he looked at her a cussed
" sorry Luce you had to see me so - .. so weak " he said looking down at his feet " You don't have to be sorry and your not weak who ever told you that is wrong " she said "

yeah but it's worried you " he replied looking at her " Tim I'm your girlfriend I'm spouse to worry just like you do with me " Lucy said her saying his girlfriend made him smile a bit " there it is " she said smiling at him " oh whatever "
he said rolling his eyes " Tim .." she said in a tone he knew " .... I'm not ready right now I just... I just can't I never have someome treat me as well as you did unless it wasn't a FREIND or family member but that's only Angela bishop and genny " he said she sighed

"it's okay I'm just glad your fine and I know of this ... Tim you know I'm here for you always " she said he nodded " I ...I know I'm jus-"
"Not use to it " I get it she cut him off " .. talk
whenever your ready " she said kissing his forehead he nodded looked up and her again and smiled

" you should smile more it's adorable " to those words he frowned his normal one she chuckled " there you are .. there's Tim " she said he rolled his eyes and layed back she cuddled into him and the two sat thier in each other's warmth till they fell sleep

The next day the sun beam into the apartment an it was a off day so they slept in late but Tim was up and making breakfast while chatting to Tamara about some stupid clip talk video about a coffe shop Lucy came in and gave a quick kiss to Tim to tamras dismay " oh gag " she said the two older adults rolled their eyes before tim spoke " your a college student and saying eww like a kid to kissing and I thought you uh .. boat us or um paddle's or whatever you young people use " he said the girls laughed at his falluire at what he called " young people words "
" ship Babe "Lucy said chuckling " I said that " he defended
the " mhm " Tamra said " well I should go my ride is here " she said getting up " have fun and don't don't anything that will cause us to be called " Tim said " okay dad " tarmara said rolling her eyes and walking out " dad huh "Lucy said standing close to Tim " I  don't mind I do see her as a daughter but .. don't tell her that or Angela " he admitted

" aww I knew you had a soft spot for people " Lucy teased he rolled her eyes and looked down " hey I think I wanna talk now " he said looking down at his feet she grabbed his hand making him look up at her " take your time want something to drink tea " she said he thought for a sec before Awnsering
" well what do you recommend mrs .psychologically major " he said teasing " well mr. Cop tea is a great calming method " she said smiling at him " then tea it is " he
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she motioned him to sit down as she made the tea sat in infront of him before sitting at the stool In front of him he took some sips  he opened his mouth but closed it Lucy places a soft hand onto his before he could fidget with his fingers  " take your time " she said smiling he smiled back before taking some time to speak " I ..I think I may have anxiety..I mean I don't think I know but I haven't really got a test for it but I pretty sure it can be self diagnosed "