𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐞𝐬. (Tom & Bill Kaulitz X Y/N)

Reunited - Part 20

- about 6 months later-

"It's time for you to go." Val says patting me on my shoulder. I have been stuck in this damn place for half a year, yes I have made some friends but.. I've also lost some. One of my best friends killed herself in her own home.. I wish I could've said goodbye but.. I guess I have to keep going for her.

Today is my last day in the ward, im excited to be going home but I'll admit I will miss this place the slightest bit. I sit up and sigh grabbing my belongings. Finally, I say goodbye to everyone, some tears involved, some last laughs, and hugs.

I look at Lesa, "goodbye Lesa.. thanks for everything, please get better and get the fuck out of here for me." I slightly smiled at her, she smiled and hugged me as tight as she could. "OKAY OKAY." I laughed. I do love this place and the people it's been my home for a while now but I sure don't plan on being back.

Val brought me down to Toms car and hugged me one last time before opening the door for me. "Goodbye y/n, I better not see you back here. Stay on the good track." She smiled and waved as Tom pulled out of the parking lot.

It was quiet for the first few minutes until Tom broke the silence. "So, wanna get some food? you must be craving some real food after all that time." I look at him and smile, "sure why not." he placed his hand on my thigh and gently caressed it with his thumb. "I can already see you're doing much better y/n. I'm happy for you." "Yeah, I feel a lot better, so much happier." I smiled big and turned up the radio. I start singing my heart out and danced around. Tom laughed, "What !" I said "nothing nothing" he smiled and kept peaking over at me.

"So, what to eat my girl?" Tom asked. My girl? what a cute nickname, I thought. "Um.. how about we just get canes, it's quick. I wanna go home." I said turning the music down. "Yeah good idea."

-time skip 2 weeks-

I have been feeling down again ever since I left the ward.. nothing feels right and I still have the image of daisy hanging there from her own shower.. it makes me sick to my stomach.. I need to go somewhere to just escape reality. "Hey tom? can we talk" I say with a soft tone. "Yeah sure whats wrong darling" he gives a sly smirk, i slap his arm "I think we need to get out of the house, I've been feeling stressed out. I need an escape."  "alright sweetheart. Theres a party right down the street if you wanna go" "sounds good cmon"

I grab his arm and we rush upstairs changing fast as I threw on some makeup and brushed my hair.. i grab my black heels and we rush out the door laughing.

(Tw?)
He gets in his side me aswell. He turns on the radio and i roll down the window as we zoom down the street. the city lights beaming on my soft skin. I catch tom staring me down as we stop at a light. he smiles and places his hand on my thigh slowly going higher up. i pull his hand away but he doesnt let go. "Stop. Tom stop." my heart races as i keep trying to pull his hand away.. he only grips tighter.. he slowly pulls into a dark alley and parks. My mind races with thoughts.. i thought he was a good person now i should have never trusted him. "Tom what are you doing?" "calm down I only want to have fun" He says quietly pulling me in for a kiss. "I try to pull away but he grabs my cheeks and holds me tighter. "Let me go asshole." I say clenching my jaw. tears start rolling down my face as i get flash backs of when my father did these exact things. "Dont cry darling." he says wiping my face with one thumb i push him back and rush out of the car. i take off my heels and run. I see the house and all the people having a party. I run as tears rush down my face. I told him to stop and he didnt im not dramatic right? as I run to the front door i see his car speeding down the road. 

I bump into a girl with beautiful brown hair and light blonde highlights, she turns around "Im so sorry" I repeat "no its okay.. are you alright?" she says noticing im struggling for air. Tom walks in as I was just about to speak "she alright." he says in a stern voice gripping my arm. I look at her with sad eyes as she glares at him evily. "were gonna go get a drink" tom says "no no please let me go" i cry "be quiet little mouse." he whispers. "Hey dickwad!" the girl from earlier yelled out "let her go" she says he lets go and i run to her she grabs my arm gently and we walk to the roof top.

"Im fernanda.. is everything okay? u seem in distress" she asked softly. I hesitate before answering "He tried touching me while we were driving here.. I told him to stop and he didnt.. i even started crying.. so i ran here" i say. "im Y/n " i add "nice to meet u. ur beautiful.. u dont deserve to go through that." she said "yeah.. i actually just got out of the psych ward two weeks ago." i say "oh really? i was there a few weeks ago." i look at her "for what if u dont mind me asking?" i say "im schizophrenic, im borderline and more im actually going back tomorrow. we should go together" she smiles. i nodd.

we leave the party telling no one and hoping tom didnt follow. "You can stay at my place tonight." she says i smile and nod.

later we arrived at her small apartment. "this is so cute" i say. "thanks ita not much but it will do" she smiles "at least u have somewhere.. i dont ha." i chuckle "aw u poor thing." she says "its alright." "you can stay with me for as long as u need!" she offers "thanks so much!" "listen its late. ill show u where u can sleep" i follow her to a guest bedroom.. its all decorated and looks so welcoming. "thank you so much fernanda, really." I say hugging her "no probs" she hugs back.

*In the morning*

I yawn as I wake up slowly. I check the time seeing it is only 8am .

*knock knock knock* fernanda knocked softly "come in!" i say "hey.. u ready?" she asked "mhm" i said

*time skip at the ward*
as we arrive I notice valeria. gosh she is going to be so disappointed. i open the door and get out hugging her

"Y/n, why are you here." she asked "I got assulted and it made me worse." I reply and "this is my friend Fernanda.. u must know her" i say "oh hello fernanda welcome back. lets go in." val says bringing us inside "go to ur rooms . the one at the end is for the both of you." val says in a disappointed tone.

"Oh look whos back" Lesa says hopping on the couch in the common room taking a drag out of her cigarette and blowing it into my face. I gave her a death stare as she smiled at me. "Oh Fernanda your back too." she said looking at fernanda with a soft but sharp glare.

Fernandas Pov

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I missed Lesa with my entire heart, I just can't show her that, I wanted her to be all over me again. I don't want to look dumb or whatever the fuck you say.

"Hey Lesa." I replied taking her cigarette and taking drag, crushing it on the ashtray and sending her a sarcastic smile "Fernanda what was that for." She asked. "I just felt like it" I whispered.

We hungout for a few hours not doing much.. until it was dark out and everyone was in their rooms during lights off. Just when I was about to fall asleep Lesa came in quietly but also scaring the shit out of me. "Oh my god. Lesa you scared me what do you want."

"Come with me, I wanna show you something." She whispers looking at my lips then my eyes again.

"okay.." I said following her. She grabbed my hand and held it, I got instant butterflies. She led me all the way to the basement "Where the fuck are you taking me Lesa." I whispered. "you'll see Fernanda, relax baby."

Baby?...fuck thats hot.

She opened a door and there was a room with a small bowling alley made of wood.

"Woah what the fuck" I laughed. She smirked at me before pushing me against the wall and passionately kissed me. It eventually turned into a make out sesh . With small moans in between each kiss she finally went down on my neck leaving marks. When she hit my sweet spot "You like that babe?" she whispered. I nodded followed by a soft moan in response. She pulled away kissing me once more on my lips and holding eye contact after. "Shall we?" She said pointing to the small bowling alley.

We swung a few rounds of bowling and laughed together after a few rounds we made out once again.

After about 20 more minutes we started running around the basement laughing and enjoying eachothers company.
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if ur a homophobic smd but its going back to tom next chapter dw🤗
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