𝔪𝔞𝔣𝔦𝔞 ~𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓸𝓭𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓽 𝔁 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓮𝓻~

(12)

yeah, i woke up in a shitty fucking mood and i might kill anyone on impact. 

i hurt, im in pain, im emotional, and ill be damnned if i take shit from anyone. 

"y/n you can not cry because you dropped your fucking pillow"   "it upset me" 

bryce was trying to find logic in all of my hysterical tears. there wasnt any logic. 

"i cant stop crying help me" i was frantic at this point. 

"what do you want me to do? i have class" 

"i dont know bryce just fucking help me" he was looking dead into my eyes. 

"i cant, its on you" and then he walked out. i opened my door to look at him talking to the rest of the group. 

"ASSHOLE" i yelled slamming my door. 

i did go back to sleep. but then woke up crying. watched tv and cried. tried putting on makeup and cried. took a shower and cried. put on more makeup and cried. 

the gist is i cant stop crying if something doesnt go as planned. this never happens, im confused and it makes me want to cry. 

"y/n lunch lets...you look like shit" i looked at bryce with a death glare in my eye. 

"let me dress more appropriate"  i was now decked out in sweat pants and a hoodie. 

i threw the hood up and bryce picked me up to take me. 

we sat at the table and he handed me my food. i was eating but not fast enough. "eat faster i still have to take you back"   "bryce thats mean" pansy spoke up. 

"shes acting like a toddler today, im not going to put up with it" i kept my head down

i know where he is so i hit him in the face with my hand. "come here y/n" i ended up slithering my way under the table to sit next to pansy. 

"shes a gentle soul bryce" pansy pushed my head to lay on her shoulder. the amount of emotions that washed over me in that second. 

i hugged the shit out of her crying my eyes out. "a toddler" bryce copied. everyone was quiet. 

"i think shes crying" draco spoke up and it was apparent. "you forget i have your mother on speed dial and y/n has your father. i know her phone code" pansy spoke. 

i felt a hand touch me and when i looked who it was i didnt know who it was. 

"some dude just touched me" i spoke only crying more. i felt pansy shift her body and put me in the middle of her and theo. 

"go to your stupid little class ill take her"   "good lucky pansy youll be extra late" 

"then ill get draco to carry her. right draco?"   "test"  "blaise?"  "test" 

"mattheo?"  "i could probably do it. i dont want to go to class"   "good then mattheo can carry her" "no i can walk" i spoke up. 

bryce was laughing until the bell rang. i never finished eating. pansy was walking with me and slowly by slowly the pain was bringing me to the floor until i ended up on the floor in a ball.

"y/n?"  "i got it just a second" i was trying to worm my way up the stairs. pansy was trying to drag my flat body. 

"move over" i felt my body get lifted. of course it was theo. "we had it theo"  "no you fucking did not pansy dont lie to yourself" 

the entire time it was them arguing. i pulled my strings so no one could see me. only problem was i couldnt see anything either. 

when i was in my room finally i was set down. pain is a bitch.