I hate you...(enemies to lovers)

"Is that what you really think of me?"

Sam's Pov:
I was finally happy I had everything I wanted and that was her, she was the best parts of me and the only thing I needed. I decided to call her and ask if she wanted to hang out. "Hey." I heard her voice through the phone it just made me smile "Hey there, Bee." I said "What's up?" she asked "Is something wrong?" She said, sounding concerned "No, I just wanted to hear your voice." I replied "Hmm, cute." she laughed and we stayed on the phone for hours before eventually her mom called her to help with cleaning "I have to go mom needs help cleaning." She said "Okay, I'll call you later." I told her and she ended the call.

I honestly loved her but I didn't want to say love too soon and we hadn't even made it official yet, it had been 2 months since our relationship or whatever I'm supposed to call it had started and I wanted to ask her out before it was too late, the only people who knew about us was Allison, Bryce, Matt and the guys and we wanted to keep it secret other than that before we were official.

Y/N's Pov:
I loved him I really did but I was beginning to think he was getting tired of me, I mean it had been 2 whole months and he still hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend, sure we had gone on dates and stuff but other than that he hadn't asked me and I couldn't help but think there was maybe someone else.

It was a Thursday and those were the worst days in my opinion, but I had to get ready for school, since me and Sam had started whatever we had started he had been bringing me to school so I got dressed and did my makeup after having a shower, I ran outside and got in the car, Bryce still hadn't came back from Miami, his grandpa was really sick and we all missed him. I saw Sam and he kissed my cheek "Morning, Bee." He said "Morning." I smiled back at him. We started driving to school and talked about anything and everything the whole way there, we got out of the car and walked into school.

I headed to my locker and he followed me, wrapping his arms around my waist from behind "Hey, so I was thinking since valentines is coming up would you like to be my valentine." He said and I turned to look at him and smiled "Of course I would." I grinned and his smile grew wider with that response and he kissed me softly "So would you like to go on a date with me?" He asked and I nodded "Yes." I smiled and he lifted me up and spun me around as I was laughing "Put me down!" I laughed and he eventually did, I closed my locker and he walked me to class.

Time skip
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Sam's Pov:
Me and Y/n decided to go on a date tonight so I went for a shower and made reservations for dinner, I got dressed and sprayed some cologne before grabbing my keys and leaving to pick Y/n up.

Y/n's Pov:
Sam had texted me and told me he was picking me up tonight so I went for a shower and I did my makeup and put on a dress I had lying around, I didn't want to dress too fancy as he didn't tell me where we were going but I assumed it was a resteraunt.

Eventually I heard his car beeping outside so I sprayed some perfume and put my heels on before leaving, I got in his car and kissed him before pulling away "You look fucking amazing." He breathes out, god that was a hot thing to say "As do you." I smile back and we start to drive to the restaurant.

When we get to the restaurant a waiter brings us to our table and we sit down, it was fancier than I expected "Hey Y/n?" he asked and I looked up at him and hummed in response letting him know to go on "There's something I want to ask you and I thought tonight would be perfect for it." He smiled sheepishly at me "Yeah? And what's that?" I smiled back at him "Would you be my girlfriend?" He asked, but the more I thought of it, thought of everything that had gone on in the last 2 months I didn't know how to respond I mean of course I wanted to be his girlfriend but a part of me didn't know if it was the right thing to do.

"I..I..uhm. Sam, I don't know what to say." I managed to get out, I felt bad afterwards but I had built this wall especially when it came to Sam and now it was different it was like my wall was coming down and it was just instinct to put it back up, I didn't know what to do or say or feel anymore, I thought I wanted to be his girlfriend. "Uhm..What?" He laughed nervously, hoping I was joking "Sam, don't you think we're going to fast I mean I thought we were meant to hate eachother and now I'm being asked to be your girlfriend, Sam I really really like you but I don't think I'm ready for that yet." I told him and he nodded, the rest of the dinner was mostly silent and then he dropped me home afterwards.

I got out of my clothes and took my makeup off, throwing on a tank top and shorts before getting into bed, I was about to fall asleep when I heard a tap on my window, I thought nothing at first but then another one and another one, I got up and saw Sam at my window, I opened it and he came in.

"Did I do something to you?" He asked "What?" I answered confused "Well I must have done something for you to instantly change how you feel." he responded "Nothing about the way I feel has changed, I just don't know if I'm ready for a relationship with you, Sam." I told him "Right. Okay. You know Y/n that's what you do, you shut people out when you need them you did it to me when we were kids and you're doing it now." He spoke and it took me back for a second "Excuse me?" I asked him, who did he think he was. What now he just knew everything about me? No he's just being a dick, exactly why we should have just stayed enemies. "Oh come on Y/n you know what I mean you shut everyone out because you don't want people to see you without this protective shield you have over your emotions." He told me raising his voice "Don't go there Sam, you have no idea what you're talking about!" I raised my voice back at him "Oh yeah? Enlighten me then Y/n because gee I'd really love to know what's so bad about being with me?!"

"I didn't say that Sam and you know that I told you that I didn't know if I was ready for a relationship and I'm going through shit, not everyone is perfect like you!" I yell "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?!" he starts to raise his voice again "You know what it means, you go around acting like there's nothing wrong in the world, like you're on this little cloud so high and mighty because you're life's perfect nothing could ever be wrong." I tell him and he scoffs as his eyes start to gloss over "Is that what you really think of me?" His voice cracks as he goes quieter and my heart instantly sinks "No Sam-" he cuts me off "Save it Y/n, I'm perfect, nothing could ever be wrong in my life." He says before going back out the window and leaving.

I sigh and throw myself onto my bed crying myself to sleep, I didn't want to hurt him I really didn't.

Hii guys so I know I haven't posted in like a gazillion years but I'm going to try to more also this part is really sad poor Sam

but oh well we'll have to wait and see what happens next 😊