Gluing my heart
Together,
From pieces
It fell apart.
All
I can't
Stand up and go.
'Cause my heart
It's shattering,
Round again
In smaller splinters
Of a whole.
Kind of
Needle pricks
I feel them loudly
Trying to stitch, sew it
Together.
I'm just suffering
And getting worse.
weird,
Why you're doing it?
Is it on purpose?
Another accident?
Even if unconsciously
I'm still bleeding.
I abominate it, with whole my being.
But I cannot
Hate You.
painful
All those
Mischievous twinkles
In sparkling eyes
And smiles, a bit shy.
I want to execrate it,
I swear, I try.
But I can't
It screams
My heart
Is falling apart
Every once
I see you, with someone else.
I know it's selfish
So I'll just give up.
I won't distract you
And I just let
My heart
Crush again, this time
At all.
quietly
Because I know
That my grief would be bigger
If you reject me.
If I destroy, what I have now.
So fuck you all,
Bye.
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07.02.2024, 23:36
Inspiration by: I don't even know.
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Dreams Of The Midnight
PoetryBook of poems writed mostly at night, when I can't sleep. And dream. Then I am making dreams by myself. Because my head is hatful of dreams, wishes and stories... ~I hope you will like it, Atellrie
