Motivation

Wait What?!?

Kellz POV
3 weeks later....
I been getting really sick lately so I'm goin to the doctor today. Lately me abd Jarieh been talking. We becoming friends. Him & his girl broke up. Sometimes he comes over and spends the night cause Neechie begg him to stay. Issa & me getting REAL close. So close that her mok put her out and she ky full time babysitter & lil sis. She barely watch Neech doe cause Jarieh always over here playing wit him. But when he not she be running all round da house wit Neech. But anyways I got up and took a shower. Today Jarieh goin wit me to the hospital. I got out the shower & did my hygiene stuff. I got dressed in some girly shorts and a shirt that said 'fresshh'. I threw on my coo grey 11's. Jarieh called me.

"I'm outside ma." 

"Here I come." I never told Jarieh bout be goin gay n shit. I promise never again doe. I called Issa.

"ISSA!"

"YES SIS?!?"

"I'M GONE YOU GOT NEECH?"

"YES SIS!"

"OKAY BE CAREFUL SIS LOVE YOU!"

"OKAY LOVE U TOO!" I smiled to myself and walked out the house.

I got in the car with Jarieh.

"Hey ma." He smiled.

"Hey Jarieh."

"So what's wrong wit cho like what hurt."

"Emm I be throwing up alot and feeling real sick." he shook his head and kinda looked mad.

"What's yo problem?" I asked him & he did a different turn den from the hospital.

"I know what's wrong."

"Wait?What? How you know?"

"Cause we've been threw this before." I was confused. He looked over at me. He shook his head. We stopped at Wal-Mart. He parked the car & turned and looked at me.

"Go get a pregnancy test." I was thinking. I just fell back. I thought DAMN! I might be.

"Fuck." I said over a whisper. I got out the car and walked in Wal-Mart. I got 4 pregnancy test. I came out. We drove back to Jarieh house. I pissed on all 4 of them. I waited. I just sat and thought. I already knew the answer to all these test. I don't know how ima tell Ryan. I looked at the tests one by one. They all said pregnant. I walked out the bathroom. He looked at me. He looked sad,mad,& betrayed. I just sat there next to him.

"Is is Javari's?" he asked not even looking at me.

"No I ain't fuck him." he looked confused.

"Who's is it then?" he asked kinda frustrated.

"Someone you don't kno. Man why is this even a big thing!"

"Cause you fucking other people! You pregnant by someone who aint me! & I'm not ok wit dat."

"Well you was fucking other bitches when we WAS together. Man why are we even arguing? I'm not yours & you not mine! It ain't like you gotta raised my child."

"You right....I can't tell yoy who to fuck. But it hurts KELLIYAH it HURTS. I ain't never picture you being pregnant by someone else besides me." he cried this was the first time I seen Jarieh cry. I whiped his tears.

"Don't cry. Listen I know it hurts. I'm sorry I'm in pain to but I can't turn back. I love you tho." I said with watery eyes smiling. I really do love Jarieh but I couldn't be wit him he did me tooooo wrong. We hugged &  he dropped me off. What a mutha fucking day. I thought to myself.....