Motivation

Grown Asab!

Kelly Kellz

I woke up this morning listen to my favorite song that always puts me in a good mood. Webbie-You Bitch. Lmmfao I kno you wanted something girly but NAAA. WEBBIE DA MAN! I ain't care bout that nigga Ryan no more. I was bumping that You Bitch. My son woke up and started dancing. Today I'm going to get a tattoo that says. I'm 'Forever Loyal To My Lifestyle' its something that I lived by as a person. Fuck everyone around you! Stay to yo grind is what is basically mean. It's going on my arm. I gave my son a bath and called in to work. I felt like just playing music all around my house and chill wit my son. Unlike the normal girl when I'm sad I play all rap diss. It's when I'm depressed I play slow music. So Webbie-You Bitch. Is just LIFEEE. I put on Neech jordan rising stars wit his true religion shorts and a wifebeater. He was lookin cute as hell! I put him in his chair wit banana slices & infron of the tv. I went in the bathroom down here and took a shower. I got out did my hygiene. I put my Huff socks wit my jordan 6 carmine & my Chanel shirt wit my white Fendi shorts. Me & Neechie started playin Lil Durk Gas & Mud. Neechie was getting it! Omg he getting big. I turned off my phone for the day no interruptions. Me Neechie was beating to the Gas&Mud. I took pictures of me and Neech. See my phone is off its on airplane mode. So still no interruptions. Den Gas&Mud went off & 52Bars came on.(Also by Lil Durk). We was getting it. It was fun. These are moments I die for. Then Neech favorite part of the song came on.

"Suca yo butt a suca. SUPA MAN! If I can't make dwance I bwet that Ozzy can." I smiled knowing he was smart to say all dem words even doe he had "w's" in there & not saying the cussing part. We smiled at eatch other. I realised I wanted to go out tonight. The play list kept playing. Songs like Be Real(by Dej Loaf). Try Me Remix(by tink). Dirty Soda(by JMoeFrmDaBam my favorite song). Cut That Bitch Off(K.Camp)Freak Nomo(Migos). First 48(Migos) & much more. It was now 4:30 abd Neech was sleep so I let him sleep on the couch and I called the tattoo man and had him do a home visit. See tge tattoo man is Jarieh nigga Brian. He super cold at tattoo's.

"Hey Brian can you come do my tattoo I'll pay you in cash."

"Yeah girl." see Brian is like 23 so he SWEAR he a og. I be talking shit bout him. But he is my nigga. It was a little bit later and the door rung. It was Brian. I let him in. He started setting up.

"Brian you hungry?"

"What you got ma."

"Chicken Spaghetti." it's his favorite.

"Now you know that's my favorite!Yes I want some." I made his bowl. We ate.

"Ightt that sbut was bome! What you want tatted doe?"

"Forever Loyal To My Lifestyle."

"Ightt where it's goin?"

"My arm."

"Ightt c'mon."

I sat in the chair and he started.

    I just thought about my life. It's kinda fucked. I got a son by a nigga who deep down I still love. I'm inlove wit a nigga who got bitches answering his phone. & I kinda fucked wit a nigga who my baby daddy knows. Shit maybe I just needa stay single and injoy my life. Before I knew it my tattoo was done.

"You done ma."

"Ightt thank you how much I ole you."

"Since you framily a nutha bowl if yo Chicken Spaghetti and 20 dollars foe my tank." see that shit was a real deal PLUG! He usually charge 30 for a home visit and den 5 for ink and yo tattoo could cost anywhere from 80-500 dollars. I smiled and he wrapped my arm. I fixed him a big bowl of Chicken Spaghetti and gave him $25.