What if Tamara never walked in on the practice kiss?

Boot/T.O-talk

Lucys POV: 

Next thing I knew it was the next day and I decided to ignore him just a little more. My plan was not going so well because already before rollcall he tried to talk to me.

- Boot, hurry up you are going to be late for rolcall, Tim said harshly. I stopped walking and gave him my biggest side eye possible. Did he just call me boot? I was furious.

- Don't call me boot ever again do you hear me Tim?

- Whatever boot, he said and walked away. I was exploding. The rest of the shift he went on and on like when I was his rookie. After a noise complaint call I had enough.

- Stop treating me like your rookie Tim!

- You told me to act like your boss, he answerd.

- Yeah my boss not my T.O, I said angrily. Do you hear the difference?

- You know what Lucy, I'm going to request another aide and maybe your parents we're right. You should have never become a cop. You clearly can't handle separating your private life and job life. I just wish we never even slept together.

The last meaning hit me like a ton of bricks. Really? And also the thing he said about my parents.  I just looked at him, angry, sad, dissapointed, hurt, everyting at once.

- I can't believe you just said that, I started, I'm not some toy you can mess around with Tim. Right now I feel like I also regret sleeping with you and even having feelings for you. When I said that last part he got surprised, I've never told him that. 

- I thougt you we're different from all the others but turns out, you're just like them. I said the last part and then told him to stop the car. He did and I got out, called Angela and tried not to cry. When I got back to the station I wen't to Grey's office.

- Why would you wan't that, he asked concerned?

- I just wan't to try something else you know, I said on the verge of crying.

- Yeah, fine but Lucy, we are always here if you change your mind. He handed me the station-transfer papers and I left.