Limitless | Choi San

7

The night of the party had gone incredibly wrong- you physically injured the King. It had been three days and he hadn't seen you since-

Which wasn't too bad. You figured the King must have been ashamed for once because you finally fought back and made it clear that he had no control over you. You recalled over and over again what he had said that night-

"Utopia will bend. I will make sure of it. But first, I have to make you bend to my will."

You had a solid plan in your head now- you were going to make sure the King's plans would be exposed and go after the Prince of Wonderland first by contacting your spies. It was going to work. You didn't know what you were going to do after that, but for now... you had to do something.

Because now, you had hope. You knew that having hope was dangerous especially at a time like this. You did not know how the future would play out from here, but you couldn't help feeling like a silly little girl with hope as you drew the curtains away from the window and smiled at the bright sun.

And it didn't help that San was making sure he treated you like the way you were meant to be.

You weren't afraid to lock the main door of your chamber anymore after night time. After what the King had done to you, you could use the excuse of being scared of him (you genuinely were) in case he ever came here without notice. The King wasn't visiting your chamber anymore, instead sending maids to do what needed to be done.

Good riddance, you thought. He should be ashamed.

And then at night time when you sent the maids away, you would lock the doors and wait for San. And no matter how late it got, San always came. He would knock on the door in your room and you would be quick to open it. He would embrace you as soon as he saw you. Sometimes you would talk first, or sometimes, you would get right into it and kiss each other. With each passing day and the anxiety that came with carrying this plan that could very well end up with you both being tried in court for treason, you two found comfort in each other. Your wishes to not be apart for one moment during the night grew more intense.

You would sit in his arms on the bed or on the couch in the living room as you talked. You would tell each other how your day went and other casual stuff. It was just you and San without the titles. He would caress your hair as you talked. You would play with his fingers or trace patterns on his arms as he held you. One of you would give in first and kiss the other. Sometimes, it was soft and continued for hours- just kissing and chatting, laughing as you talked in hushed voices as if afraid they could be carried out by the air.

But sometimes... It felt like San intended to break you apart. Sometimes his hands would consciously or unconsciously touch some bare skin on your legs as you cuddled which earned him a short gasp. Sometimes, he would let it go and wait for you, but sometimes, he would test the waters and trace his fingers up, up and up. Maybe you would slap his arm and giggle. More often than not, though, you would bare more skin for him. You wanted to be touched everywhere, and you had made it clear.

And he hadn't disappointed.

You had a long day today and were just finishing responding to the last letter when you heard the familiar knocks on the escape door. You smiled to yourself, sealing the letter within an envelope and going into your room to open the door.

"You're early tonight," you said as a greeting and San kissed your forehead as he stepped inside.

"His Highness is in a sour mood today so he went out for drinks with the Earl," he told you and you shrugged.

"Wonder what's got him so sour lately," you started towards the living room.

"Maybe the wound on his hand refuses to heal," San chuckled. "You have no idea how hard it is to hold back a smirk everytime I see him wince in pain."