Limitless | Choi San

6

"It's okay to come out now, you know."

San sighed deeply- he wished he could disappear in the shadows. He didn't realise how angry, absolutely furious he could be until this moment. He could have slit the King's throat right there- not only because he was the King and you were the Queen, but... no woman deserved to be treated like that, to be shoved like she weighed nothing. He stood clenching his fists, wondering if he should have done it, if he could have protected you-

"I might start to think I'm hallucinating if you don't step out now," he heard you call and he looked up, watching you pick the shard out of your arm and whistling at the pain.

And that finally prompted him to move and step into the dim light of the main room. He went towards where you kept your medical kit and then he settled down next to you, not meeting your eyes but putting pressure on your wound with a handkerchief and then inspecting it a few moments later, relieved it only needed a bandage. You watched him expertly tie a bandage around your arm and then he rolled your sleeves up to inspect for more damage-

"Why won't you look at me?" You whispered.

He sighed deeply, gulping as he gathered his courage and tried subduing his anger, but one look at your tear-stained face and messy hair and the absolutely vulnerable eyes, and something in him broke again.

"What kind of a man am I if I can't protect you?"

"San-"

"I know why you stopped me. I know I promised not to interfere and I know I almost killed that bastard, but y/n," his brows furrowed as he brought his hand to your face, cupping it and then almost losing it when you shut your eyes and leaned into his touch. "I failed you."

"No, you didn't," you locked your gaze with his. "You saved me tonight. I have never fought back once, but tonight... you saved me, San."

San wasn't sure how many times you were going to break his heart and then piece it together tonight. And despite walking on eggshells around you for the past few days ever since he almost crossed the boundary with you, he decided he would heal himself tonight.

He decided to finish what you couldn't last time, and he leaned in to lock his lips with yours.

A million thoughts ran through his head- but being the King's Right Hand and kissing his wife, the Queen, was the least of his worries right now. He didn't care if he would get executed for this, but... what if you only thought of him as a servant? What if the last time had only been in the spur of the moment-

He broke apart when he felt his thumb getting wet from your tears and he truly wondered if he had made a mistake, but...

You were smiling. You leaned forward, on your knees, and met his lips again and this time, he kissed you properly, his lips moving with yours and his hands holding you carefully, aware that you must be in pain and hurting-

But that wasn't enough for you. You broke apart again, a newfound strength in you. Your breath hitched as you took in his features now that you were so close to him. You held his face in your hands, crawling in his lap and towering over him, joining your foreheads.

"Don't hold me like I'll break," you warned him. "I want you to kiss me harder. Kiss me like you mean it."

And that was all the confirmation San needed- his grip on your waist tightened considerably and he kissed you like he was hungry for it. And he didn't bother staying silent- he groaned into the kiss loud enough to drive you a little insane and you responded with equal enthusiasm, melting into the kiss with each passing second. You locked your arms around his neck and as soon as he swiped his tongue across your lips, you opened your mouth and granted him access, your kisses turning more passionate. Soon, he had you bending and placed you on the floor gently, hovering above you and breaking apart to look at you, a faint smile on his lips.