Feelings Gone Gray

PROLOGO

"Suck me."

I demanded to the woman who's standing in front of me, removing her skintight velvet dress. This woman is hot and gorgeous.

She's tall and has curves at appropriate places. I followed her movement as she unclasped her bra exposing her full breasts, her nipples taut and hard. I run my fingers on her long slender legs making her jolt.

Her shoulder length brunette hair covered her bare shoulders so I flipped them towards her back. She met my lustful eyes and I grinned when she kneeled down between my open legs.

She smirked at the sight of my mighty cock and blew an air to its tiny hole.

"Fuck." I shuddered and groaned.

The warmth of her hand made me shiver as he wrapped her fingers around my shaft, stroking it.

"Harder." I ordered when her fingers went up and down my shaft in a slow and gentle manner.

She didn't oblige and I was about to curse her when I felt her other hand on my balls, playfully twirling them.

I raised my hips to move my manhood towards her open mouth. I wanted more, damn it.

"Put it inside your fucking mouth."

I was gasping for breath and reached a handful of her hair, pushing her head down to my throbbing cock.

She then sucked me and her mouth moved gradually up and down my long and erect shaft.

"Deeper." I wrapped my hand around her nape, guiding her head to go deeper until I felt my flesh on her throat.

Napatingala ako, nakapikit habang nilalasap ang sarap. I miss the feeling of someone's warm mouth on my cock.

Puta. For months, I haven't been engaged in an actual fuck. Tatlong buwan akong nagtiis na paligayahin lamang ang sarili ko.

"Faster." I was desperate for a good fuck. I was desperate for my release.

Clutching hard on her hair, I moved my hips to meet her mouth. I kept on ramming my cock into her head, getting harder and faster.

I withdrew my enormous dick to give her air when she nearly choked. But I positioned it back after seconds and went back to fucking her mouth.

I can feel the beads of sweat and the veins bursting on my forehead.

Puta. Lalabasan na'ko.

I was anticipating for my upcoming ejaculation when I heard my cellphone rang.

I need to fucking cum!

Hinayaan ko lang yun na mag-ring nang ring at mas binilisan pa ang pagbayo sa bibig nito.

"Holy shit! Ahhh!"

I felt my release, my cum dripping on the woman's seeking mouth.

Shit. Ano nga ang pangalan nito?

Lumayo ako rito at tinungo ang bedside table kung saan nakalagay ang tumutunog pa ring phone.

Kinuha ko yun at tiningnan ang screen para alamin ang caller. Nakangising sinagot ko ang tawag nito.

"At inuna mo pa talagang atupagin yung libog mo kesa sa'min?"

Lumapad yung ngisi ko ng marinig ang malakas na boses ng kaibigang si August. Naiinis ito pero nahihimigan ko pa rin ang panunukso sa boses nito.

"Hayaan mo na. Ganyan talaga ang epekto kapag tatlong buwan kang tigang." Rinig ko namang salita ni Dex.

Natawa na'ko. Mga gago.

Patungo na'ko sa terasa ng makita ko ang babaeng nakasandal sa glass door at magkasalubong ang mga kilay na nakatingin sa'kin.

Topless pa rin ito and her damn petticoat is still on the floor. Her eyes were on fire when she looked at me.

Uh-uh. Mukhang alam ko na kung ano ang patutungahan nito.

"How about me?"

Bingo.

"Just leave." Ang walang-awang sabi ko rito na alam kong narinig ng mga kaibigan ko dahil sabay-sabay pang sumipol ang mga ito.

Mga tarantado.

"If you're done with her, let her find me. Tell her I'll satisfy her unlike you." Ang nang-aasar na sabi ng gagong si August.

"Fuck you." Ang sabi ko rito at nagtawanan ang mga gunggong.

"Fuck you too!"

Napahilot ako sa sentido ko ng lalo pang lumakas yung tawanan ng mga barkada ko nang marinig nila ang pagsigaw sa'kin ng babae.

Nagmamadali nitong sinuot muli ang mga hinubad nitong damit at sinundan ko ng tingin ang pagmamartsa nito palabas ng pinto.

Tumuloy na'ko sa terrace di alintana na hubo't hubad.

"Are you done?" Rinig kong tanong sa'kin ng tahimik sa grupo na si Hulyo, kambal ng walanghiyang si August.

"Hindi. Magjajakol pa yan." Ang patuloy pa rin na pang-aasar ni August.

"May practice game tayo." Imporma ni Hulyo ni binalewala ang komento ng kambal nito.

"Okay." Ang tipid na sagot ko.

Hindi man nito lantarang sinabi na gusto nila akong pumunta sa court, alam ko naman na yun ang pakay nila kaya sila tumawag sa'kin.

"Is Sean back?" Tanong ko na ang tinutukoy ay ang sixth man sa team namin.

Sa grupo kasi, si Sean yung pinakamatagal na hindi ko nakita. Balita ko ay umuwi ito sa probinsiya nila para bisitahin ang lola nitong bedridden na. Kaya ni minsan ay hindi ito nakasama sa grupo para bumisita sa'kin habang nasa hospital pa'ko at kahit nung nadischarged na'ko at nalugmok sa bahay.

"He said he'll be back in a week." Si Dex ang sumagot sa'kin.

"Hey, I want to meet Ryder." Sabi ko ng maalala ito.

I never met him, at least in person. Minsan ko na kasi itong nakita nung nag-Facetime kaming magbabarkada at kasama ito ng isa naming kaibigang si Rico.

I wanted to thank him for filling up my position temporarily while I was stuck on my wheelchair. He completed our team when I couldn't play.

"You can't meet him."

Nahimigan ko ang inis sa boses ni August kaya napaangat ang kilay ko, nagtataka. He barely gets serious kaya minsan ay naaalarma kami sa tuwing nagseseryoso ito.

"He's back at his mansion." Ang sabi naman ni Dex.

Oh. Does that mean he's safe now?

"And Rico? Ba't hindi niyo siya kasama?" Nagtataka ko pa ring tanong sa mga ito.

"He's brokenhearted." Ang sagot ni Dex na hindi ko alam kung nagbibiro lang dahil seryoso naman ang boses nito.

Brokenhearted with April? Did they get back together? Tas nag-break ulit?

Walangya. Naguguluhan na'ko. Mukhang ang daming nangyari sa loob ng tatlong buwan na hindi ko sila nakasama.

Bumalik ako sa pagpasok sa silid ko. I put my phone on speaker and put it back on the bedside table while I was wearing my underwear.

"Anyways get here ASAP. May bagong recruit ang gagong si Raul." Pagkwento ni August.

New recruit, huh?

Marinig ko lang ang pangalan ng lalaking yun, nangangati na ang mga kamay kong bigwasan ito. Ang walanghiya, makakaganti din ako sa tarantadong yun. At sisiguraduhin kong doble pa ang sasapitin ng grupo nila sa sinapit ko. Mga hayop sila.

I ended the call and get dressed. I suddenly get excited, and energized. I'll beat them up, including their fucking new recruit.

But when I reached the court and saw the familiar build of someone I know, my heart started to beat faster. And I wanted to believe it's because I'm nervous.

And when he faced my direction and locked his gaze at me, my legs got weak and my knees wobbled.

No. Fucking. Way. What the hell is he doing here?