Why i hate my past ~~D.M

The surprise

" Ahh thank you dad ," I said jumping up and down hugging him so tight if i did not stop he was going to blow up. "My first owl ," it was needed for school but it was so father ordered it just for me ,William got an owl to but he loved the ones that were there it had brown feathers with so many black spots on its wings.(What a simple boy)

Mine was  white with black spots on it's head.
(Sorry guys I can't upload the owls picture )

!!Wasn't it beautiful!!" Cover your eyes  Irisa ! father said making my excitement vanish .I had a cloth over my eyes as father held my arm directing me we walked just a few steps before we entered a room ,I moved closer to my father to indicate i was scared and her topped the top of my  head .

"Open your eyes princess ," I immidiately  removed it . My eyes ,my mouth fell open i had never seen more books in my life .

"Thank you dad this is an amazing surprise " I said already on his neck hugging him .

"My pleasure princess, go  look at the books if you want something i will buy it for you ,"he said placing me gently on the floor . "I am leaving to do something I will be back before you know it ,"he said placing a kiss on my forehead ."

"BYE" I  shouted already half way across the shop .Wow finally a library that i haven't read anything and even better it was what I like
MAGIC

I was having fun walking around taking books that I need and for free time .  Then i saw it the book I have been looking for the history of magic the book was there but it was too far up the shelf I was too short . 

"Hey I wanted that first ," I turned and bumped into a...a....an ...angels chest .i felt like we had meet before  . He towered over me but he smelt so good and his blond hair i wanted to touch it . 

"Are you okay ??here saw you struggle so I came to help you ?? Hey hey are you okay ?? 

I was still in his arms "Y....Yes I am okay ," getting up from his arms .

"Okay here I did not need it i came to help you "

"Th....thank you " i said trying to hide the redness on my face by looking down . "Anything else princess ?? I can help ??"

Princess ??how did he  know ?? only my father called me that . 

"Thanks for the help but i have finished i just need my father to pay and  I can leave unless you can stay  with me as i wait for him ??" 

Sh^t!! I felt stupid after asking that and i could not even look him in the eye . "Okay " lifting my face to look at him ," It would be a pleasure princess ."

Merline my stomach was doing flips , it was a feeling i had never felt before . WHAT did I look him in the eye ??? All my life i have never been able to look anyone eye ~to~eye !! sh%t what was this feeling ???