Why i hate my past ~~D.M

Letter's to Narcissa

Snape  finally wake up but he didn't want to look Irisa ,he hide his face because he had the same problem like Irisa something related to Avery the wife to Snape and the mother to Irisa and William .

He was going to tell her but he didn't want to make her feel worse than she already felt so he asked Harry not to let Irisa see him  and they will talk later . 

She fell asleep with Draco and refused to live till the time he was going to be discharged that evening .

She was covered in blood Snape carried her to her dorm she shared with Draco it was a surprise from her father but the first day was bad so she just had to see it in the morning .

It was hard to carry her not because she was heavy she was surprisingly light ,even in her sleep she could recognise that they were trying to move her .

Draco was awake but was too weak to walk so he was being helped by the boys as Irisa's hand got tighter when she was moved even in slightest ,and.....

 ........if you are saying wake her up ,yes it was a chose it was but Snape knew she would not be able to look at herself without remembering the past but.....he used the excuse of her having a horrible day .

So finally after a long, hard and gentle move from the hospital wing to the dorms but.......successful .

They had to sleep in the same bed that night ,Hermione brought clothes and water to clean Irisa, another successful thing done . 

 "Mhh Draco ?? Draco ?"irisa started crying ,Hermione accidentally moved her hand .

Draco quickly placed his hand in hers and fell asleep peacefully again. 

They all them to sleep but Draco could not sleep he had to send a letter to Narcissa which he did 

Dear mum, 

" Hey mum ,how are you?? I hope you are okay am not that okay  .I lost consciousness today but i lost blood and Princess helped i don't know how but it's not what i wanted  to tell you with this letter , i know what the feeling is ,it is love mum i love Riss mum . 

You know what she said today that Princess is a special name from me and she does not want people to call her that but sadly Astoria scared her two times and she can't face anyone without being afraid ,am afraid she will learn to fear people and not talk to people and mum guess what she kissed me three times today .

It was amazing mum i wish i could tell you in detail mum but Irisa is not feeling as okay and she feels like it was her fault i lost so much blood but i dont think it is her fault but  she doesn't want to let go of me  but I promise to tell you everything about how it all happened and don't worry both of us will be fine and i will not tell her my feeling yet because I don't think she is ready to hear i love her after what Astoria did and the fear it left ."

see you soon mum .

your son D.M

Irisa had let go of him slightly so he took his owl gave it the letter and it flew away .He slid into the bed and instantly Irisa wrapped her arm around him and Draco did the same .

He could not sleep ,he just that of the events of the day " I hope i can protect you every time " he said and kissed her forehead .

suddenly he heard knocks like tiny hands and next a head popped in it was William ."Sorry ,I come to check on you and Riss I was not allowed in the hospital wing ."

"It 's just fine and am fine and so is Princess here "

"Wow ,she has never looked this peaceful she is beautiful too isn't it ??"Draco nodded .

"You are truly an amazing brother ,she is so lucky "

"No, I am  the lucky one to get such a caring sister you know ,she was hate cause she has never come next to blood it reminds her of the past but thank  Merlin she is okay "

"what past "

"Don't worry Riss will tell you about it herself when she is ready any way it's good she is okay i need to go to bed am sharing a dorm with Theo and my dad told him to take care of me and theo agreed to let me come so we will talk tomorrow bye " William kissed Irisa 's head and left .

"Wow  he is like the older sibling ," and he finally fell asleep .

Pansy's POV

i have to write a letter to mum ,we need to find a way to stop Astoria from hurting Riss .

 Mum,

Hi ,hope you are doing well Mum but we have a problem . Its Greengrass Astoria Greengrass she has already scared Irisa two times .If we don't teach her a lesson so she does not harm Irisa in anyway . 

The day did go well , Irisa and Draco did kiss but it flopped because she ran away cause  she saw Astoria then Draco feel unconscious and lost loads of blood  but Draco wake up after Irisa kissed him .

I am still keeping my partnership with you and professor Snape a secret but we will tell the rest when we have the party .

Arrange the date ,time ,and place and i will start the preparations .

P.P

I sent it and went to bed the day went bad but I  had to make her next day memorable .

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