Why i hate my past ~~D.M

letter's part 2

The letters had reached Narcissa already  .She read them and sent response to them 

Then before she could start writing a white owl flew in and a letter landed on her lap ,it was from Irisa .

Narcissa excitedly opened it ,it was written so diligently so beautiful cursive 

Dear Narcissa ,

How are you ? hope you are doing well , I am .The school is great it was hard to get used to but i couldn't have done it without Draco and his friend's they are really nice but sadly Draco had an accident because of me running away .

I'm really sorry I caused Draco to loss blood I promise it was not something i wanted to do . Draco is feeling better this morning but still a little weak and quite resistant and doesn't want to rest .

So we let him go but only if he is with someone has  to go with  him , I promise not to stress him out so he cannot   go back to the state he is in  know  .Sorry  I caused Draco to loss blood and consciousness .

from Irisa A.S

Narcissa giggled seeing  how she blamed herself Draco said the same thing funny she didn't mention the kiss oh kisses that happened  . 

"Wow her past really hurt her that she blamed herself for Draco's state and promise me not to hurt him again ."Narcissa said to Dobby her house elf but she treated him like a friend no even better her best friend .

Now , Dobby was sitting on one of the sits in the living room with Narcissa having a conversation .

Narcissa decided to answer Irisa's first 

"Irisa has to stop thinking she is the cause for Draco's loss of blood ,and does not say anything about how she is the one who helped him "

"Dobby  think mrs Narcissa should tell her not to say that about herself  ." 

"Yes that is what I will do thank you for the idea "

"Dobby ,is pleased to help Mrs Narcissa ,"he bowed and left to work .

Narcissa stated writing and by morning all the letters were sent by different owls so especially Pansy how was helping both her and Snape wasn't suspected  .

In school the letters arrived dropping at there laps but neither of them knew it was from the same person and they did not ask questions so they are asked whos theres is from so they kept eating pretending the letters were not there 

"Draco ,you haven't decided who you will stay with till you  feel better ???  "pansy asked trying to divert there attention.

"Uhh ......yeah but ....i don't know if she will agree to " he said looking at his plate avoiding everyone's eyes they stopped asking when they heard 'she' 

Irisa kept her distance as she told Narcissa . She sat so far away next to the third years .  i know she got a problem but she is glass right know . 

She opened her letter addressed from Narcissa ,she read through and started sobbing 

Dear Riss ,

I am doing fine but I know you are not ,school started badly and you are blaming yourself .My dear I know about Astoria too ,she is a problem but don't let it stop you from having fun .

Stop blaming yourself for Draco's current state ,I know it is the first time he has ever lost blood  because of losing  consciousness

but you saved his life by kissing him .Yes i know you kissed three times and yes i am mad not that you kissed him because you didn't tell me and on top of it you are blaming  yourself for his state .

He doesn't think it is your fault he wrote to me saying that but my dear protect him for me and promise me too help him i know you want to but your past is holding you back .

Please for Draco.

For you .

N.M

She knew Narcissa was right , she should remember she helped Draco and no one else , tears rolled down her cheeks she did not want to but it happened 

Draco was watching from afar he sent a little kid to ask her if she is okay and if she wanted to sit next to them *cough cough*him.She nodded and thanked the little kid by giving her a hug ,stood and sat next to Draco .

"Hi guys??"

"Hi how did you sleep ?? Pansy asked "Very good actually "Irisa responded and Draco blushed hard he turned red .

"Hey Draco , why so red ?? "the boys mocked him .

"Oh shut .....up "Draco said still blushing even worse than before. 

"So are you going to ask ??" Pansy asked and everyone nodded in agreement ."Ask "

"Okay ........Princess .....Uh......"Irisa looked up at him "you know I don't what to stay in my dorm ...until i heal ..."

"Just get to the point for Merlin's sake "pansy interrupted ."Fine "

"Can you take care of me please ??"he asked quickly "that is if you......"

"yes i will why wouldn't i love too take care of you "Irisa interrupted and gave Draco a hug .

"See ,wasn't so hard was it ? Pansy mocked him  "you .....just shut up." they giggled and said bye to leave  for classes .

Pansy left first to read the letter and Draco and Irisa walked slowly to there next class lucky they shared all there classes .

The Letter said 

Dear Pansy,

First ,thank you for the help ,and yeah Greengrass is a problem we will deal with .

Please do keep her away from Irisa she is really scared of her and for the party it will be held at Malfoy Manor in the name of William's birthday that is coming up it will be on two weekends from now .Do not tell them Snape will 

Don't worry about preparations i will do them all  just stay safe ,

Thank you once again

N.M

"That is good, but i wish she didn't have to do everything by herself"Pansy said putting the letter in her rob and running to close ,

hi N.M is Narcissa Malfoy and yea that is the end of that see you in the next part