From the moment I first learned I was pregnant till now I've always called my son my little bean.
Now with him being old enough to be in daycare I still call him my little bean. and he answers to that more with me than his actual name.
Earlier today I dropped little bean off at daycare and it broke my heart since I am gonna be away from him for a long time.
but I told him I'd be back before he knew it. and that while I was gone I wanted him to try and make some friends.
Now here I am about to pick my little bean up and I cant wait to see him and pick him up and give him kisses as well as hold him and squeeze him.
"Come on mama before you start crying" Jax says
I slapped him before I walked inside and signed little bean out before I walked over to where the kids where.
I didn't have to say a word he turned and looked at me and started crying as he rushed over to me.
"aw." I gushed as I picked him up and held him in my arms kissing his cheek and holding him close.
"Its ok little bean" I tell him as I wipe his eyes and walked off with I'm and Jax.
"Hi bud" Jax greeted
Little bean waved while he laid his head on my shoulder.
"you missed mommy huh?" he asked
"Yeah" Little bean replied
"she missed you too she had an alarm set for when she was to come pick you up" he tells out baby boy
"I don't wanna go back" little bean says
"why?" Jax asked
"mommy isn't there" he says
I teared up just listening to him.
"but bud mommy has to work" jax tried to explain
"so I can go with her" he says
I sniffled and wiped my eyes as Jax opened the door for me and I carefully sat Little bean in his car seat making sure he was fastened properly before I kissed his cheek.
"didn't you make friends?" I asked
"Yeah. but they arent you" he says
I smiled and kissed his forehead.
"I love you so much little bean" I tell him
"love you too" he says
"how bout we make a deal" I say
"otay" he says
"how bout you go a few more days to daycare and if you really don't want to go back then momym wont send you back. you can come to work with me?" I asked
he sat there thinking about it so Jax and I got in the car and I turned to look back at him as Jax drove off.
"Otay I can try" he says
I reached back and patted his leg.
"I love you so much Little bean and I hated being away from you just as much as you hated being away from me. but I know that you being in daycare helps you meet new people and make some friends" I tell him
"Yeah" he agreed
I blew him a kiss before I pulled my hand away and faced forward.
"he's wrapped around your finger" jax says
"and our baby girl will be wrapped around yours" I say
He smiled as he reached over and rubbed my big belly.
"I hope so" he says
I reached over and started playing with his hair as I looked back seeing little bean sound asleep.
"he becomes more like you every single day" I say
Jax smiled before nodding in agreement.
I leaned over and gave him a soft kiss on the lips when we were at a red light before pulling back and continued to play with his hair.
