Nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same I 5SOS

Until the end..♥

"Honey, let's go we're going to be late!!" I shouted at Shawn Lucas my son, he's 16.

"Alright mom." He shouted back. I waited him in the stairs.

"Mom, why are you on rush?" He asked irritated.

"We're going to a farewell party." I said and smiled at him.

"A farewell party? Of whom?"

"You'll see." We headed to our car. I opened the radio and the song is 'Never Be' of 5 Seconds of Summer. Oh I miss this; I miss my fangirling stage when I was 16.

"Mom, why are you smiling? It's creeping me out." Shawn Lucas said and look again at his phone.

"N-nothing, I just remember something." I said and I start the engine.

When we are on our way, everything pops in my mind. What are they now? Are they still four? Are they married? So many questions in my mind because after 35 years I'm going to meet the again.

"We're here." I said and off the engine. Shawn Lucas is already outside and I know he don't like bands. I can't blame him.

I look in the mirror and let my self be beautiful again in their eyes. I let my shirt looks good even though it looks like I'm 16 again I took a deep breath after leaving the car.

"What did you take so long mom?" Shawn asked.

"Nothing, let's go inside." I said and held Shawn Lucas hand.

We entered the room where they're going to have their farewell party. Suddenly, someone talks in the microphone and our all attention is at Michael Clifford, he never looks old but his hair stills the same. His pierced above the eye is still there.

"Thank you for coming here today." He said then laughed, he never changed his still the same Michael Clifford I fell in love with when I was 16. He looks at Calum, he never get old. His body was so built in like before. He has more muscle but his smiles make my body shivered again and again.

"Thank you guys you never failed us." Luke said. He never failed my heart fall in love with him again and again. Still the Luke Hemmings of my life, my sunshine.

"As you can see we are here to say goodbye, for the 35 years you gave us love and support. Even though I can't say thank you in each every one of you." Ashton said and wiped his tears. Ashton Irwin the 1000 drumming faces. His hair is not long now, but he looks so handsome.

[Now Playing: Wherever you are by: 5 Seconds of Summer]

*much better if you play the song while reading*

Luke start singing, he's voice was like an angel like when he's 19 and I was 16. Before, I was hoping that Luke Hemmings is the one for me, imagining that he will marry me and we will have lots of children. Before, I get mad when Ashton and Bryana was together, I was jealous that time you can't blame me I love him and I don't want him to get hurt you know.

Have you ever felt that you are not even fangirling anymore; you are in love with them? Sometimes, I asked my self does they know that I exist?

"Torn in two, and I know I shouldn't tell but I just can stop thinking of you-" Their voices cracked, all of them are crying. I looked at the audience all of them are crying too.

"Dude, don't cry we're trying to be punk." Michael says then laughed, but I know he don't want this farewell party a dramatic one, but we can't help it but to cry. I put my two hands around my mouth and shout.

"NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN YOU'RE STILL MY SUNSHINE, OUR SUNSHINE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER!!" And tears fell in my eyes; I can't deny that I'm sad because they're saying goodbye. Shawn rubbed my back while his hugging me. They all smiled at me.

"I know you're sunshine loves you mom." Shawn said then kissed my hair, I really love my son.

"Nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same." After that line Luke, Michael, Calum and Ashton burst into tears. I wiped my eyes but it still flowing. I considered these tears as tears of joy and sorrow. I'm happy because I meet the again after 35 years and I'm sad because they're going to say goodbye.

"Wherever you are." As the song end they wiped their tears they all stood up and bow.

"We love you so much guys." They said in chorus. Ashton stood up again and walked in the audience, he hug one of each and saying thank you.

This band makes me feel happy again and again. These fandom makes me feel that I'm not nobody; I'm just so happy that these 4 idiots, 4 aussie makes me feel love for so many years.

Luke Robert Hemmings, the tall, blonde and gorgeous man.

Ashton Fletcher Irwin, the 1000 drumming faces.

Calum Thomas Hood, the sexiest man alive.

Michael Gordon Clifford, the pizza man.

These 4 IDIOTS are my inspiration, forever.