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We are young heart ache to heart~ amzing phil

'Slut'
'Fat'
'Ugly'
'Faggot'
The crowed yell at me. Dan and Phil were on the stage and I was standing at the side dumbfounded by the names the fans right below me were shouting at me.
Don't cry don't cry I kept playing over and over in my brain but just because I was telling my self not to doesn't mean I didn't. The tears glossed over my (y/e/c) eyes and spilled out causing my self to turn quickly on my heals and cover my face. I didn't care anymore I just cried and cried until I bumped into some one.
'Shit sorry' I mumbled.
And carried on running until I reached my hotel room I was sharing with my boyfriend Phil.
I slammed the door and entered the bathroom. I grabbed my blade from my make up bag and made long crimson marks on my arms I looked in the mirror I looked like fucking shit make up stained my face and I had a small amount of blood on my chin. No wonder the were calling me names i am worthless fucking worthless.
I slid down the wall and sobbed not caring if anyone heard me I was so fucking done with being called these shitty names.
The front door opened foot steps could be heard from outside the bathroom. I covered my mouth with my hands but by this time I started to feel drowsy and started slipping in and out of consciousness. There were three loud bangs on the door.
'(Y/n)!' Phil called.
'Yes....' I whispered using all the strength I have left.
The door swings open and the last thing I see is my beautiful boyfriend Phil , his sky blue eyes , his coal black hair and his amazing friend dan who is like a brother to me I love them so much. I was basically chained to there side they were the best people in the word to me.....
My eyes fluttered open the sound of beeping filled my ears.
Phil had a tight grip on my hand.
'OMG (y/n) you scared me why did you do that I love you we are attached at the hip we are soul mates why?' He started to sob.