Amara's POV
I sat up in the bed with a loud gasp and a slight yelp, my breathing was heavy and there were tears in my eyes which I quickly wiped away before there was the sound of foot steps and the turning of the knob on my door, quickly re-composing myself before Riza bursted through the door with an expression of being rushed and a glint of concern in her eyes.
I sigh
"Morning Lieutenant" I stated blankly in a low voice
She composes herself and walks over to me as she clears her throat
"Amara......are you alright?" Riza asked
"I'm Fine.....why?" I asked blankly in a low voice
She inhaled
"I thought I heard something from in here......are you sure your alright?" Riza asked
I nodded trying to look bored
She shook her head
"Look, Amara.....I know you like to keep to yourself and your not very big on talking about your past but, when there's something that's obviously bothering you......you know that you can talk to me about it right?" Riza asked slightly hopeful
My heart wavered
I know Riza's a good person.....and I could also tell that she really does care about me but.....I'm just....Me. Stubborn and Secretive as ever.....I don't talk about my past, I don't talk about myself, I don't talk about anything really in particular.....
Ah Hell, I don't talk about anything I'm Beyond Anti-Social I'm more......what's the word? Isolated? Withdrawn? ..... I don't even know what to call myself anymore!
I shake the thoughts from my head
"Yeah.....I know Riza" I stated blankly in a low voice with a hint of acknowledgement of her words
She sighed
"Well, that's a start I suppose" Riza stated
She left the room
I got up and dressed, my hair long and loose (sometimes pulled back) a black T-shirt, black pants, black boots with a heel, black fingerless gloves, a black hooded cloak with long sleeves with the insciption "Immortal" written in Silver on the back, Silver Angel-Winged earrings, black hat with silver on the rims, the color of her lipstic varries from shades of red, silver and black depending on her mood for the day.
Red = Easy to talk to, better moods
Silver = Neutral - can swing to either other mood very quickly
Black = Piss me off at your own risk
The people I work with figured that pattern out very quickly and matched their attitudes and actions to either match mine or stand clear of me at all costs.
Hahaha you could call it my "Mood" Lipstick Hahahahaha
I'll admit I'm not the easy-est person in the world to get along with....that is unless I allow you too which isn't very often.
Today, I'm Silver lipstick.....no thanks to that dream I had.....my co-workers better be grateful It's not Black today, or they'd be in for HELL.....literally.
Sometimes I think I'm more Sadistic than anything Haha
I shake the thoughts from my head as I hide some daggers in my boots and my sword that strapps around my waist and back (depending how I wanna carry it)
"Keep it together Amara" I stated to myself in a low voice
I walk out of my room and into the kitchen where Riza's making breakfast
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