~Lost within music~

.Once Blue.

Iida pov
I walked outside the school gates to see Todoroki waiting for me, I rush up. To him and ask a simple question 'so why'd you choose me to go on a walk with?, I mean I'm happy you choose me but I'm confused there are a lot of people better then me, like Midorya or someone else.' When i did that he just stared at me with such a death stare I thought he would kill me. "I thought I was stubborn, I like you. And in my eyes no one was a better choice than you." He said so confidently I thought he was joking. 'You...like...me?.i ...I...like you too' my face felt like a hot mess, my cheeks were so red I looked like bakugos explosions, he just looked at me and stepped closer "so does that make us official?"...'I guess...if you want Ofc! I don't wanna spring anything onto you!' I rushed through my words I never expected this. "Yay so now you're my boyfriend" he smiled like, ACTUALLY smiled!, and it was for...me he smiled .., because he loves me..,

No one pov
After Todoroki and Ida walked for a good hour or more,they stopped at a little park and sat down on the bench.

Todoroki pov
'So?, what now do we head back?' I said before looking at the slightly nodding off Iida next to me, he was wearing something i never thought he would wear, a dirty green beanie, and.,.converse!? 'Ida?' 'Are you ok?, Darling?' "Huh? Oh yeah sorry I'm just tired, yeah let's head back." He said grabbing his lace and tying it then standing up. I also get up and grab his hand and we walk back for the school, I can tell he's falling asleep but that's fine, he's kinda cute in this.... Tired sate...?

Ida pov
I was holding Todorokis hand pretty limply, I didn't want him to think that I was too clingy,or that I didn't want his attention. I wanted to be just prefect for him, because if I'm not prefect who am I?, I started to nod off and I grabbed Todorokis hand a little harder without noticing. 'Are you good?, you seem to be nodding off a lot. Should we walk faster?' He asked in such a soothing and caring voice.., it's a voice I have never heard in such a long time, I only ever heard it from Tensei and before I can stop myself tears well in my eyes 'Ida!?, are you ok why are you crying?' He put his hand to my face his cold hand it felt nice and I tried my best to stop crying "sorry, I got lost for a moment I don't know why I started crying guess my body didn't know what to do" I said in aObvious lie but I hoped he didn't notice.

Todoroki pov

We walked back to the school and when we got to his dorm he didn't even take off his shoes or anything and just sat down on his bed which I followed at sat down next to him 'why aren't you getting into your pjs or taking off your shoes?' "...are you just gonna be here?, do you want to have a sleepover or something?" He asked hesitantly, like half of him wanted me to stay and the other half didn't. 'I'll stay if that's ok.' "Ok" he took off his beanie and took off his shoes he grabbed a pair of long pjs, he walked into the bathroom room and closed the door and I sat there patiently on his bed my feet slowly starting the kick up and down as I wait there.

Ida pov

I hate wearing long sleeves and long pants but, I can't let Todoroki see the small scars , not yet. Even tho they've been healed for two months I'm still not ok with people seeing them, especially not the ones I care about, then the thought came back. (Just do it again., what's the worst that can happen? It'll feel good, no one truly cares it's not that big of a deal.) I did my best to dismiss the thought and put on my pjs as quickly as I could and left the washroom, away from the tiny blade I kept, even tho I'm healed I never got rid of it I just couldn't, I don't know why. 'So?, are a gonna go to your dorm and grab a pair of your pjs?' I ask siting down on my bed next to him. "...can I just borrow a pair of yours?" 'Oh..yeah sure I think I have something that may fit you, no promises tho,' I rummage through my closet and find a shirt that was comfy that should fit him and some pants I was hoping would fit him enough. 'Here' I hand him the clothes and sit down again "can I change in your bathroom?" '.well yeah'

He left and got changed pretty quick and came back and sat down on the bed again this time laying back I stared at him my heart flutters a bit then the thought came..(he doesn't truly love you, he just feels bad.no one cares about you. Just give up, you're not good enough why do you even try?) I dismissed the thought and grabbed my phone 'what kinda music do you listen too?', "I like rock but like sad, punk rock" I stare at him dumbfounded and just open my playlist it starts playing and he just stares back at me "you found that quickly" he says 'it's my main playlist-?' I reply with a giggle as the next song plays and it's Punk Tactics

No one's pov
After a hour of talking and listening to music it is 11 pm and it's time for sleep

Todoroki pov
Ida put away his phone and grabbed something from his closet and it looked like a ring?m or a choker or something he put it around his wrist and just sat on his bed not saying anything he just stared it freaked me out, Was he possessed?, I go to the edge of the bed next to him I look at the thing on is wrist and it's blue, a weird blue it had a tint of green to it., he looked at me 'oh hey Todo-' "call me Shoto." I say before he can continue 'oh in that case, you can call me Tenya!' "Tenya...Pretty." 'I think shoto is pretty!, it matches such a pretty guy!' "Yeah thank you., so are you gonna go to sleep?"..he paused like the half that wanted me to stay was gone now. 'I will, but you should go to sleep first, I usually stay up a bit later,' he said it like a demand and I didn't wanna disobey but I knew I had too, it was my duty as his boyfriend to make sure he got the sleep he needed. "I'm not gonna go to sleep until you go to sleep, and it's already late..how late do you stay up..?" He just stared off the side that wanted me to stay coming back he looked like he wanted to cry but instead he got up and pulled down the covers of the bed 'you get in first I gotta do something before I go to sleep sorry,' he went into the bathroom and closed the door but not fully this time I got into his bed, it was surprisingly warm and comfortable, he comes back out and doesn't look at me he gets into the bed and stares at the ceiling, almost like he's hiding his eyes, I face him "are you ok?, you haven't looked at me once, I want to see your face, it's sound cheesy yes, but I need to know why your hiding your eyes!!" 'Promise not to tell anyone?' I sure am confused but what kind of person would I be if I didn't promise? "I promise." He sits up and looks at me a slight frown on his face, his once blue eyes..A beautiful dark red, I guess they're just dark because it's dark in the room, "why hide your beautiful eyes?, I guessing you wear contacts." 'Mhm' his
Eyes looked even better now... Once blue, looks better red..

SORRY THS CHAPTER GOT LONG 😅

Xo-Ax