Am i in love?

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Ida pov,
I lay in bed not doing much just staring up at my ceiling. I couldn't get him out of my mind it seems like I choke every time I try and talk to him it's slowly killing me. But it feels so damn good, I wish I wasn't so perfect so I could finally love who I wanted, plus he would never like me back I know that but damn the thought the small the thought that he meant me when he was asking Mina for relationship advice, that I so happened to over hear., it's such a confusing and good feeling, he makes me feel things I never felt. I pick up my phone and start watching TikTok's and I see a familiar face, or two faces in that case., it was Momo and Jiro. It was a video of them dancing and having fun but not only that....todoroki was in the back too, then I saw it...., Momo and Jiro kissed. I commented immediately., 'congratulations on the relationship you guys! Just want to inform you that Todoroki is in the back of the frame in case you didn't know!' I watched the video a couple more times but I'm not really watching them, my eyes and pulled onto Todoroki in the corner of the video it makes my heart flutter and I lay my phone down the soft kind music from the video filling my thought filled mind and I drift to sleep, but before I can, I hear a ding form my phone.I pick it up and it's a reply from Momo and Jiro, 'we are aware, he said he wanted to know how to dance with someone so after teaching him Jiro wanted to film a TikTok and Todoroki said he didn't mind and thank you very much Ida, im sorry but everyone kinda thought you were homophobic but I guess your not' he stared at this reply dumbfounded, "people think I'm homophoic? How stupid I'm literally gay!" He thought so he replied with 'im definitely not homophobic!, if I'm being fully honest I'm bi myself.' Of course he was lying about the bi part, he was a gay person he had no feelings for women but he didn't want his classmates knowing that just yet so,Bi was the best answer he could have come up with, he closed out TikTok and put on his Spotify playlist, it was a kinda rock, sad kinda playlist but he loved his music he but it on 10% valume and put his phone on the night table and went to sleep his music playing in the background. Then he thought 'am I in love?'


This will get more updates then my others, because I love this ship also, don't mind the fact I'm making Ida a bad boy mind kinda person that never says dirty words out loud but definitely thinks them, and this is also Momo Jiro I guess you know that now lol ok ima stop talking now
Xo-Ax

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