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Willow Carnation

I think that I'm gonna try to add both personal motto and songs that inspired the character making process, both are just to give more insight to how the character is supposed to be. I'll try to remember to update Passie's to include these if I don't procrastinate as usual. I will also try to remember to specify if it was a cover or the original song that aid in thinking of the character. I've used almanac.com for figuring out the meaning for the listed plants. I feel like it's already a bit clear that Passie was thought of on the spot of making her bio


name- Willow Carnation

gender- female

age- I...honestly don't know how to answer that with the sole fact of how often she dies and respawns. I'm just gonna go with how old she would appear which is the 13-15 range for past self and 18-20 for current self

species- fairy

appearance- depends on if it's her past or current self...so tempted to say 'depends on if it's mega depressed or mega insane version' just to see how people will react

past self- blond hair that goes to her mid-back, green eyes, usually wears a dress that's green with brown highlights at the top-half and brown at the bottom-half(yes, it's supposed to look like a tree-based dress) and brown sandals

current self- red hair that goes to her lower back, bright blue eyes, usually wears a dark red leather jacket, a dark blue short-sleeved shirt, red jeans, yellow socks and red slip-on shoes

personality- she can be a...mess to put it lightly, she can go from happy-go-lucky to angry to deathly calm to moody cynical pessimist in a heartbeat. she's usually either a happy-go-lucky prankster or a cold-hearted assassin kinda pokerfaced

likes- music, playing instruments, pranks, triggering people's pet-peeves, testing out how lethal things are. making poisons and weapons, learning magic, writing songs, reading, being remembered, making sarcastic comments, sidetracking herself, ending herself, killing people that got on her nerves, coating weapons in poison, fire, poison, water, receiving arborvitaes, pink carnations, rosemary's, forget-me-nots, pansies, white clovers, ivies, blue salvias, tarragons and zinnias. those are all of the flowers, herbs and other plants that she knows the meaning of that are positive to her. she also likes harvesting poisons from things like lilies of the valley

dislikes- being alone, herself, being forgotten, being shooed away, pretending to be happy, the true aspect of nature that she represents, dealing with suicidal thoughts, receiving willows, tansies, yellow roses, marigolds, orange lilies, yellow carnations, anemones, butterfly weed, lavender, yellow and purple hyacinths. those are all of the flowers, herbs and other plants that she knows the meaning of that are going to get under her skin...oh, she also doesn't like the color yellow and wearing socks

family- if she has any, no way do any of them remember her

childhood friends- the closest to such were abandoned inanimate toys she gathered over the years and talking to her bedroom ceiling

powers- she can summon four demonic heads to fire beams at her commend, use fire, water and poison magic along with being able to mold her body into one of those three elements(she is immune to these elements ONLY when she is in her elemental form of the same element), teleportation, infinite respawns which she made sure to use, a magical inventory to summon things to and from it, has one healing spell and two mp restoring spells if mp is a thing and the ability to make something persist through everything which she only intentionally uses on her memories to allow herself to remember everything between each death and to an extent for time resetting

crush- open, she is intended to be a bit more of a slow burn compared to the rest

weapons- she knows of how every weapon she comes across is supposed to be used...not so much on actually using most of them. she does love her musical-based attacks and poisoned blade-weapons though, she usually carries an electric guitar enchanted to make magical projectiles attacks when played

other- while she used to be unable to even cry herself to sleep with how being forgotten so easily by everyone she met caused her to lose so much sleep stressing over it, she isn't as affected nowadays to willingly take shady deals. she has a bad habit of forgetting that she needs to at least hide away her dead selves if they haven't vanished when she's letting people into her room, speaking of her ending herself multiple times, she reverts to her past self for things that takes thirty seconds or more to kill her...mainly happens when she's testing how lethal her newly made poisons are. if something shows titled cards for characters that shows up then hers will alter for which one it is 'forgettable cannon-fodder mid-boss' for past and 'used to be forgettable cannon-fodder mid-boss' for current and maybe have a running gag of her physically breaking her title cards upon noticing them, she can't be affected by insanity causing things like Clownpiece's torch because she has no sanity to break while something that gives sanity like what the doctor in ark nights uses will give her a fierce headache

intended series- touhou, little witch academia to an extant, watamote to an extant, re:zero to an extant. the 'to an extant' for this one is mainly because I feel I need to learn more about the series to rp for them, especially for re:zero. witch academia and watamote are for similar reasons of vibing with someone with a similar intrest(Sucy with her love for poison/potion for lwa and being bitter from being alone for early manga/anime Tomoko for nmhilaiiygfiu) and forgotten the reason for re:zero which is I just find the idea of one other person who could remember everything from before back from death gets triggered is a fairy who willingly ends herself over and over just to test her potions to be funny

personal motto- "what's the point of making a deal with the devil to be popular? at that point, it's a fake they remember and you're still forgotten, just worse off than before making the deal"

songs that inspired this- 'welcome to lady hell' by dirt poor robins, 'wanted' and 'bedroom ceiling' both by citizen soldier, 'abstract' by rustage, 'room of angel male cover' by caleb hyles, 'you're gonna go far kid cover' by jonathan young, 'my own miracle' by citizen solder. for this one, I recommend listening to the songs in left to right