ITS.ALL.YOUR.STUPID.FAULT

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A/N: soooo... LOOK IM SORRY 😭. this year hasn't started the way I wanted it to and the motivation said bye-bye to me. soooo... please forgive me for making you wait this long.

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this is part 2 of the Post-Group Chat Troubles chapter

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max's POV:

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I feel like an idiot, to put it mildly, and I should never have said anything in that stupid group chat. I look like a scared little cat now.

STUPID MAX. YOU SHOULD BE STRONG NOT ACTING LIKE THAT 

I would much rather skydive or climb Mount Everest and risk my life for foolish things than appear scared and vulnerable, it's a very big no-no

WELL GUESS WHAT MAX YOU JUST DID THAT. NOW THEY WILL FEEL BAD

ITS.ALL.YOUR.STUPID.FAULT

And to worsen the situation Daniel sent you a text, but what? You're a cuddle bug, but what do people and your family have to say about you? Oh, Max, he makes people feel bad for him because of a problem he caused? 

YOU WILL FOREVER BE PROBLEMATIC MAX JUST STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE AT THIS POINT

Will it be better if I disappear?
Maybe I should lock myself in my flat in Monaco? nobody will ever notice.
Maybe isolation is a better solution?

YOU DESERVE THIS MAX YOUR THE ONE THAT EMBARRASSED YOURSELF

Alright, yup the best option at this time is to cry myself to sleep.

...

And he slept. still, but it remained in his thoughts. never intended on going away.

"ITS.ALL.YOUR.STUPID.FAULT"

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A random pigeon by your window POV:

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What in the world did I do? I was meant to be a father figure, not to make him feel like a burden. 

He was beginning to feel overwhelmed, and his Kimi noticed. 

"Seb it will be fine," Kimi assured him, and witnessing his love overwhelmed is simply bad as it is.

"no it won't be what if he does something bad to himself I can already sense it" Seb replied.

"just talk to him I'm sure it will all work out" Kimi looked desperate at this point. 

"fine but I'm blaming you if it doesn't" Seb stated.

"ok... but I'm sure that won't happen" Kimi replied as he kissed his lover's forehead.

"alright I'll talk to him tomorrow," Seb told him.

Kimi simply hummed as he planted another kiss on his lover's temple.

"love you," Seb told his lover.

"even more my love even more" Kimi replied.

And Seb slept. still, but it remained in his thoughts. never intended on going away.

What in the world did I do? I was meant to be a father figure, not to make him feel like a burden. 


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