I never wanna see you in future as a starnger in my life. I am really worried we started as starngers,and I am really hoping we don't end as a starngers. I love you alot. I don't know thought of loosing you kills me . I know I tell I don't care anymore do whatever u want to. But I really care for you. I am sorry I do hurt u everyday. I don't want to hurt you. I just loose my control I don't know why but there are always some things triggers me. I am really sorry for hurting you everyday. I don't know how to express my love for you. But may be one day I'll learn to do it. There's something in you I am afraid of losing it. Which I feel I won't find in anyone else I don't what it is. Is it our emotional attachment or our love our bonding I don't what it is. I don't want to loose you if I ever did. I'd have lost my bestfriend, my soulmate, my smile, my everything. I loved you.. I still do... And I'll be.... I am really scared of loosing you...
