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A/N: I MISSED YOU ALL. I was grounded. For like. EVER. Anyways, here's your long over due update. Sorry again!

God I'm loving this tour. It's been amazing so far. The fans are so sweet. I love being able to watch the boys jump around on stage. It's the best way to end your night. I was too busy in my thoughts to even notice I was being talked to.

"Baby? I asked if you're okay?" Cal says, snapping me back to reality. I look around, seeing that we're back at the hotel.

"Yeah sorry spaced out." I say before we get out, ducking our heads down, making our way into the hotel. Most nights have been the same though. Rehearsals, gig, hotel, eat, and sleep. Calum and I barely have any time alone anymore. I mean, its amazing watching him grow as we go from place to place. But I feel like we're falling apart..
We all say goodnight to one another before heading off to our rooms.

"Can we talk?" I ask Calum, once we're in the room. He nods, sitting down on the bed, patting the spot next to him.
"I feel like we're drifting apart Cal. We barely have time for us anymore and I miss it..I miss you.." I say softly, my lip trembling.

"Baby.." He whispers, pulling me into his arms as the tears fall.

"I'm not going anywhere okay? I love you. More then words could express. Remember. It's not just Luke, Ashton Mike and Me. It's Luke, Ashton, Mike with you and me. You're apart of us. You're a part of me. I need you more then anything. I'm sorry we haven't had time. I'm gonna try to make time. I promise you baby." He mumbled, holding me tight.
"I love you. Only you."

A/N: Yah, I know. It sucks, serious ass. But I haven't been on my game lately. But I have some ideas. I'm gonna try to start updating at least twice a week if I can. Till then!

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