The Writer's World Shall Continue

Older Siblings Side Of The Story

I feel like such a failure as a big sister
For the way I treated "B"
And how I made her feel
I knew that she felt down sometimes
I just never thought that I was the problem
"B" hates herself because of me
She feels useless because of me
Hell, I made her feel bad
I fuck her up...without knowing
What a terrible sister I am
"B" has always been kind, smart, pretty, brave, and sassy
"D" always been crazy
While I just hurt them...
I need to change for them
For myself
I want a good relationship with them
I don't want to lose them
Not even "T"
I love them so much
I wish I was a better sister for them...
You know what? Fuck it, I will be a better sister
I will change, I will do it!
Before it's to late or I might regret it when I'm older or it's too late
I will change
And make them both feel treated equally