! warning !
mentions of suicide
angsty
7:05 PM
jungwon just got home.
his shared home with long-time boyfriend, park jongseong.
but, now, he wouldn't really say they're "boyfriends."
it's jungwon's birthday, february 9th.
the electricity was cut again, the rain was pouring down through cracks in the roof.
he sighed.
where was jay when he needed him?
he sighed and thought,
“he's probably drinking and playing his guitar at a bar again”
jungwon was the only one who worked.
he set his bags down and glanced over to the small kitchen stuck into a corner.
a familiar voice came into his ears.
“happy birthday to you. happy birthday to you, happy birthday jungwonnie. happy birthday to you.”
a flashlight radiated around the room, lighting everything up.
jay was holding a small lighter and approaching the table while singing happily.
he looked tired.
laying on the table was a small plate of small fragments of other cakes made into one, a small candle illuminating them.
“you remembered?”
jungwon scoffed, the event being unlikely.
jay barely cared. he probably didn't care anymore.
“yeah, love.”
“i thought you didn't.”
“love. c'mon. i'm not like that.”
“these recent years say the opposite.”
jungwon looked down at the table, tears starting to form.
“do you still care? do you still love me like you did all those years ago?”
jay couldn't speak.
“park jongseong. do all these years of us mean nothing to you?”
“jungwon..”
.
“i didn't mean to neglect you.”
“tell it directly to my face. stop sugarcoating your words.”
“jungwon, i love you. you know that. there's no one else i'd rather love.”
“yet you never show it like you did back then.”
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jaywon oneshots
Fanfictioncan be nsfw/sfw nsfw will be marked in the title both yang jungwon and park jongseong are sluts :3
