Saying the Final Goodbye

Prologue

*** This is a fiction work. Any similarity to any person, living or dead is purely coincidental.

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Prologue:

What comes into your mind when you hear the word GOODBYE? Are you blissful because another opportunity will approach? Are you miserable because something will be finish or about to end? If you’ll take it a glimpse, you can only feel HAPPINESS or SADNESS. But have you experienced being left with someone you loved? If I’d asked you, how do you felt that time? I know I’m not a dull if you’ll say you’re happy because admit it or not, it is very PAINFUL to be left. I, myself admit it that I almost cried a million tears when he left and I’m still hoping that he will come back again…even only as a FRIEND.

“Napaka-selfish ko naman kung sasabihin kong h’wag ka ng umalis. Sino nga ba ako sa buhay mo para pigilan ka? Pipilitin ko nalang maging masaya kahit ang sakit-sakit na…tatawa na lang ako kahit punong-puno na ako ng problema…At aasa pa rin ako kahit sobrang labo na. Babalik ka pa naman di ba? Parang hindi ko kasi kayang magpanggap na masaya dahil ngayon pa lang…hindi ko na kaya! Kung alam mo lang, mahal na mahal kita!”

I definitely hate goodbyes. I always feel it’s about to end and will never start again. It will end in a way that will leave you pain, hardships, soreness, anxiety and heartache. I never learned how to love and open my heart again because of this goodbye. Yes, I’m afraid to be left once again and I’m forever imprisoning myself to the words, “Hihintayin ko na lang siya”.