you're safe with me

14

important question at the end

when we arrived, we went inside, and as i said, it was a party.

you could always trust katie to throw a good party.

leah went all mum mode on me and told me that im not allowed to drink.

"but if you do" jordan said putting her arm around my shoulder. "drink responsibly. not too many okay"

i pinky promised her that i wouldn't drink a lot.

"see le, i like jordan better than you. she's cool" i joked.

"im offended al. i'm cool" leah said.

"yeah yeah" i playfully rolled my eyes.

we walked through the rooms finding people with cups in their hands, dancing to the loud music.

katie's neighbours probably hate her.

i went to the kitchen and saw lauryn pouring drinks.

"oh hello" she said. "what can i do for you"
she gestured to leah and jordan.

"katie lectured me and told me im not allowed to drink" she rolled her eyes.

"leah did the same to me" i laughed.

"i mean it al. your little body won't be able to handle all that alcohol" she said.

"i think ill be fine le" i said.

not like i haven't drank before.

leah and jordan grabbed a drink and walked out of the room.

i grabbed a glass and started making myself a drink.

"want one?" i asked her.

"i don't know if i should. what if katie finds out" she said.

"she won't, it's only one. and it's not very strong anyway" i said.

"go on then" she said and i handed her my own glass before making another for myself.

me and lauryn got chatting as the night went on.

"can you make me another" she asked.

"i don't think that's a very good idea" i said.

she's already convinced me to make her a lot, more that i'd like to admit, and she's started to get more drunk. katie might kill me if she finds out i'm the one whos been making her the drinks.

i on the other hand have limited myself. i'm on 3 drinks for the whole of the 3 hours i've been here.

"come on don't be mean. just one more" she said.

"you said that last time. and the time before. and the time before" i said. "i seriously think you should stop laur"

"boring" she said crossing her arms.

"it's for your own good" i said.

"god i sound like leah" i mumbled.

the kitchen started to get crowded so we went to sit on the stairs and got comfy.

she put some of my hair behind my ear and started leaning forwards.

oh shit

i put my hand at her chest to stop her.

"lauryn i have a boyfriend" i said.

"oh shit. oh my god i'm so stupid" she said putting her hands over her face.

"i'm so sorry" she said. "i don't know what came over me"

"fuck" she whispered and started walking up the stairs.