sad 5sos imagines

not me//calum hood

Songs I suggest listening too: 

I know I'm not the only one- Sam Smith 

Amnesia-5sos

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It has been 1.5 years since I helped him get over her. She left him, with a piece of his heart. I took him, and I have a piece of his heart now. But she has a bigger piece.. He thinks about me during the day. But dreams about being with her during the night..

My stomach aches, I'm sleeping right next to him and all I hear is him heavy breathing and whispering her name. I can't take this anymore this has been happening ever since I moved in with him.. I don't know what to do though.. Should I tell him? Should I just.. leave to my best friends house and text him saying "I'll be back." No.. Ugh. Have to do this the hard way sadly.. My stomach drops as I attempt to wake Calum up by softly shaking him.. My throat dries up as I see his adorable, puppy dog eyes open up. "Mhmm?" He says still tired.. Its 3:48 AM.. I could've done this at a better time..

"C-calum.. We need to talk.." I say quietly.. I start to shake. His eyes open wide "Don't dump me (y/n) you are the only thing I have.." He says in a sad tone of voice.. I close my eyes and a tear rolls down. "No I'm not the only thing you have, Calum." My throat starts to dry up. "(y/n) you are just  stressing out..Don't worry I love you, only you." He yawns and puts his hand on my shoulder.. Did he just say I'm stressing out? I brush his hand off my shoulder "YES! I am stressing out Calum!" I stand up and start to cry "Because you still love her! After 1 and a half fucking years!" I wipe off my tears and his reaction is him rolling his eyes... "(y/n).. Calm.. I only love you." ...Is he doing this right now? "Don't tell me to calm down! For the past half year of living with you and sleeping in the same bed as you all I heard was you whispering her name!" I start to freak out.. What have I done? What am I doing?

I run to the bathroom, away from Calum. I don't want to be near him. He chases after me.. "(y/n)! Wait!" he yells as we run down the hall.. I lock myself in the bathroom and start to cry..I don't want to deal with him anymore.. He never loved me.. "Since we are breaking promises.." I open a drawer.. I look down at the shiny blade and start to cry even harder. "(y/n) Stop!" He starts to pound on to the door.. I'm done with life.. I swipe the blade across my arm.. Deeper each time... My face starts to feel read and my head starts to feel light headed.. Before I died I need to do something.. I grabbed a pen and some toilet paper and write pretty messy considering I'm light headed. 

THUMP

"I will always love you Calum, but clearly I'm not the one you love."

"It's not me."