sad 5sos imagines

once//ashton

Hello I would just like to say I have no suggested songs for this one sorry, if  I end up finding songs I'll be too lazy to delete this and put it right below here, but usually I listen to the following songs while writing my imagines:

If you don't know- 5SOS

Amnesia-  5SOS

Over and Over- 5SOS

and yeah that is it. Have fun! I roughly wrote this one with no plan because I haven't updated in a few days and I'm sorry! I love you all! Thank you all so much for the comments, etc. (heart emoticon)

Oh shit I found out a song to listen too

Hold me down-Halsey

<3

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It was  a cold night, I was feeling like shit and I have no clue why. Do you ever have  those days where you feel like shit or you are sad for no reason? That's what is happening right now. I tried to explain it to my friends but they called me an attention whore. Oh well, that's friends for you. 

I decided to leave my small apartment and walk around town, I was tired and broke. So what was the point of shopping for happiness? I could've  just saved up my money and buy new jeans or something, but noooo I had to go out for dinner one night with my friends and pay. I found a little pebble and start to kick it around and follow it. I sighed as the pebble went on the road. I stopped for a second to fix my shoes. I sigh again and looked up and I ran into this tall man in maybe in his mid 30's.  "Woah watch out" he said in a disrespectful tone of voice. "Sorry" I quietly say. 

I start to walk faster. I got a little sketched out for no sudden reason.  I just keep walking until I find an open Cafe or restaurant. Mostly everything is closed.. It can't be that late.. I reach my hand into my back pocket and grab my phone. "10:47." Well.. a tad late to be out especially when I have to work in the morning.

I finally see a open  Cafe. I walk in and sit down at the closest table.. it's empty. Did I just sneak into a Cafe? Oh no.. "Yes, I'll lock it up see ya in the morning" I hear a voice saying that.. I start to hear footsteps and I turn over a tiny bit so it's not obvious that I look straight at this.. man I'm guessing. Oh yeah,  It's a boy in his early 20's Im guessing with pretty, curly hair and a chubby adorable face.. But with muscular arms.. Wow.. That was a plot twist.. I don't know if I want to fuck him or cuddle him.. What am I saying? "Oh.. Hi." he says. I turn over and say "Oh I'm sorry are you guys closed." I say in concern. "You are fine. Can I take your order?" he says in a cheerful tone. I stay silent as I stare at his adorable smile. His smile turns into a regular face. "Excuse me?" he says quietly. I say "Oh, Sorry I'm broke." I saw in a sad tone but give him a big smile. He smiles back and comes next to me and says "May I join you?" He asks. "Why not?" I say. He sits down. We start talking what seems like forever.. Wow. He is such an amazing person, I just met him but wow, I want to hang out with him more or go on a date.. Hehe..

"It's pretty late, may I walk you home?" He asks politely. "Yes, please. Wait what time is it?" I ask as I stand up and push the chair in. "1:24." he says quietly. "Holy shit." I say quietly and he grabs my hand and we start to walk. He locks up the Cafe, and we walk.

Next thing I know we were at my apartment, we get to my door. "Well.. I guess It's goodbye." I sadly say. "I mean.. I can stay here with you. My roommate is out of town and it's pretty lonely at my place." He says in a nervous tone. I smile and say "Of course!" I swing the door open and say "Make yourself at home! It's small, but it's something." He turns around and pressed me up against the wall. "I saw the way you looked at me, I know what you want." he says quietly and seductively. "Ash.. I don't know if I sho-" He cut me off with his soft, adorable, pink lips. He separates his lips from mine. "Ash let me finish, I don't think I should do this.. We just met and I don't want this to be a one night stand.. I want to save my virginity for someone special.." I say quietly and I start to turn red. "Oh baby, I'll be special to you don't worry." he says and starts to make out with me again.

I woke up on the couch.. Did I seriously do that...? I find a note on the coffee table next to my couch

Dear (y/n),

You are sooo adorable! Wow.. You were easy to trick. It took one night for me to convince you to give me your virginity. Wow.. You were amazing for a beginner BTW! Well, Honestly you are an amazing girl! Unfortunately, we can't be a thing. I love your beautiful body and adorable button nose.. Let me just tell you what just happened, I will never be a thing with you. I don't love you. I might have tricked you and told you "Wooow I love youu (y/n)! Mmmm" While we were under the sheets... After that you fell asleep in my arms telling me you want to go on a date sometime. You were telling me how you might have found the perfect boy. No, you didn't sweetheart. All of that, was a one time thing. Don't worry. You aren't the only one I tricked. But once again I tricked a virgin.. Or should I say.. Used to be virgin.

See ya at the coffee shop!

Ashton.