"Eunseo hurry up, your mother wants to stop at a shop to get some flowers!" Eunseo's father shouted from the other end of the house.
Eunseo had finally gone home to visit, something she did rarely since becoming an idol. But every year she always made sure she wouldn't miss seeing her older sister.
"Sorry, i'm almost done!" She called back, quickly grabbing her jacket off the hanger and running to the living room where her parents were waiting for her.
"About time." Her mother rolled her eyes as she turned to open the door.
The drive was pretty much quiet, there was small conversations between the three of them here and there. The general questions of asking how she's doing or how work is.
Eunseo tried to keep the conversation going but it always seemed to end the next second.
She could feel the car slowing down as they neared their destination.
Eunseo carried the bouquet of Lillies, trailing behind her parents.
"Hey Nari," The girl had a sad smile on her face as she kneeled down on the grass. Placing the flowers onto the rectangular slab of marble on the ground. The one with her sisters name engraved on it.
"It's been a while, no?" Eunseo tried to lift her spirits by keeping a somewhat joyful mindset. "Sorry I haven't stopped by more often." She apologized quietly.
For the couple hours they spent at the cemetery was spent sitting in even more silence. Her father comforting her crying mother. An arm wrapped around her as she wiped her tears.
Eunseo did a lot of the talking in her head, speaking to her sister as if her parents weren't there but instead just them two.
Talking about the type of things that sisters would talk about whenever and wherever. Like the new top that she just bought recently. Or this movie she recently watched that made her cry. Or what has been going on with her members. Or what she's planning to do during the summer.
Just talking about anything and everything that came to thought.
She attempted to clean Nari's gravestone with the almost empty tissue pack that she found inside her bag. Trying to rid it of any dirt or mud that was scattered on it from the recent rainy weather.
Shoving the dirty tissue into her back pocket. Hoping she'd remember to throw it away when she gets home, she looked over at her parents.
Her mother more specifically.
She watched as they sat opposite to her. Her father rubbing her mothers shoulders, who was trying her best to look well kept. But was obvious that she was still terribly grieving the loss of her eldest child.
Her grief staying the same despite it being 11 years. Today marking another year since Nari's passing. And another year since Eunseo became an only child.
Something in which she resented deeply.
She watched as her mother hung her head low, never raising it, as she stared down at the ground, where Nari's headstone was.
She watched as her father closed his eyes in attempt to console himself as well as his wife. Just barely shaking his head at the mere thought of it all.
She watched as she realized that not once, but in every time the three of them came to the cemetery. It was like her parents did everything to avoid meeting Eunseo's gaze.
Eunseo perfectly knew the reason to it but still hoped that she was just overthinking. That it wasn't what she believes it to be.
a/n: sorry it's a short chapter i've been busy this past week and then i got sick :/ so im slowly trying to recover but i felt bad so i thought i'd just publish this for now.but i just thought it'd be nice to just drop some Eunseo lore lol.
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