Manoeuvre - MR. PARK 2

Chapter 44

                  *MATURE CONTENT AHEAD*

Y/n pov

'Babe.. ring me when you ready okay?' Joon told me on call
'Yes baby I will'
I hung up

Joon and I decided to try dating. I liked him, he liked me too.. and I could see Mari being very comfortable around him. We were still taking it slow but.. it all started with a kiss..

Flashback

'What are you cooking love?' Joon asked stepping into the kitchen after he came washing up..
'Umm.. some choco brownies.. You love them don't you?' I giggled and he wrapped his arms around me from the back.
'Of course.. where's my little baby?' He suddenly asked
'Oh.. when you came and went to the washroom J...Jimin was here.. he had come to take Mari for a movie night.. he told me he'd drop Mari home if she wouldn't be too tired.. but if she wishes he'll take her his place' I explained continuing to mix the batter

'Okay okay.. you alright my love?' He whispered nuzzling his face in the side of my neck.
'Yes Joonie..' I smiled feeling his butterfly kisses.

Soon we both sat on the couch .. having brownies that I baked
'Fuck.. I..its...h...haw..hawt'  joon said with a hot piece of brownie in his mouth and him trying to spit it out but also chew

I laughed so hard seeing him like that
'Omygod.. who told you to just put it inside? Hahah..' i covered my mouth now placing my hand under his chin
'Spit it out!' I said
He did.. and I pulled out a tissue cleaning my hands and resting it aside.

'Well.. I wouldn't let you spit out..' he smirked at me when I just hit his chest.
'Shut up'
While we both laughed at ate food watching one of his fav sitcoms..
I felt his thumb trace my lips
'Chocolate' he said and then proceeded to put his thumb between his lips and licking it clean..

I was set in trace.
Namjoon was beautiful and hot at the same fucking time. I could see his broad shoulders .. his chest peeking through the white tshirt.. the grey sweats not helping at all..
My hormones were all over the place.
How I just wanted to strangle him right now and wanted him to rail me..

And then I just looked into his eyes.. then his lips..
and I was already kissing him now.
His hands went behind my nape.. pulling me into the kiss.. I could taste chocolate on his lips. Our lips fought for domination..as he tilted his head and brought his hand under my ass to help me shift...
I didn't even realize when I was straddling him.. with my knees on both sides of his waist and his one hand under my ass.
He pulled my lower lip with his teeth making me open my mouth and his tongue already diving in exploring inside.

I hadn't had a single kiss since Mari was born..
my last time was Jimin..
and my body right now wanted to fucking get off.
I didn't want to have sex..not yet.. but my body was saying otherwise. I could feel his hand over my left boob while he gave it a squeeze and I let out a moan.
I won't be able to control if he goes any further.
I rocked my hips over his crotch.. as I could feel myself get wet.
'Fuck. Baby' I heard him moan and we both pulled apart before hungrily grabbing each other for another heated kiss which was more of tongue and domination.
His hand on my ass gave me a squeeze there and refrained me from rocking my hips over his. He broke the kiss and went to my neck sucking over my sensitive spot.
The moans I let out.. I couldn't believe myself..
I wanted him to fuck me right now..
but then no..
no..

I pulled away as we both looked at each other.
'I'm .. im so sorry.. I got carried away' he apologized immediately as his hands protectively supported my back so I don't fall from the couch.

'No.. no joon.. you.. you don't have to apologize.. I wanted this..' I said and then got off from his lap.

I caressed my hair and sat straight while I see him sitting straight and trying to hide his boner.

'What now?' He asked and turned to me
'I know Y/n that you need your space and time and I really fucking respect that.. but also I cannot sometimes control the urge to pin you against the wall and show you how much I really fucking love you... I know you don't love me and I really am okay with it. It was my choice to be with you still and wait for you.. I've told you before and I'll tell you again.. if you date me.. you won't be using me. I want this.. I really want ti be in your life and Mari's. We could try. Jimin's presence has definitely affected your heart a bit and I can see it Y/n but.. we could always try..'
he said with his eyes getting teary and I looked at him with guilt.

I liked him too.. he was right about Jimin.
Seeing Jimin did made me feel ... I don't know.. but I wanted to get over that feeling. I wanted to try it out with him.. I wanted to reciprocate Joon's feelings  and that's what I did..

'Yes..' I said
'I know Love you're afraid but please don't say no... I know.. wait? What did you say' he asked now kneeling on the floor..
'I said yes.. let's try this' and I smiled at him while he crushed me in a tight hug kissing my head again and again.
'Thank you so much.. fuck this is the best day of my life' !!!

Flashback ends

Joonie was taking me out on a date today.. so I had dressed a bit fancy.
We already were very strict on our boundaries.
I don't want To have sex yet.. and he understood it.. but we did made out sometimes and almost reached the point where he was just about to rip my bottoms and shove it in me. But he was a man of his words.. he never made me uncomfortable. And seeing him patient with me.. I was willing to try.