crossing the red line gxg ( lesbian story)

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                      Felicia's pov

It all started like a joke, a joke you wouldn't even want to laugh at so long.

My life changed the way I first fingered my best friend, who has turned like a sister to me. I never knew a day like that would come, it was just a moment, a moment I thought will just be a once In a life time thing, but see where it has gotten me, infact us.

The day I met Anna, I knew something about her was different, she looked so innocent and beautiful, I never had a sister, and so I thought I had found a friend to replace a sister I didn't have. She came at what I called the worst time in my life, as if that time. I just had my first breakup, which was the first of many. She didn't understand what I was going through, because I refused to open up,  but she tried her best to help me, and it worked like magic, in one Week I forgot everything I have been battling with for over a month.

And then I knew, I haven't just found a roommate or a friend but also a sister, we did everything together, and it seems the universe have remembered me, and decided to give me a better half.

How come did this friendship escalate to this mess we are, I've never viewed Anna in a sexual way, because all my life i thought I was straight, the only thing that intrigued me was her extra long labia's, that one of the days when when we were bathing together, I asked if i can feel it, she innocently agreed, and I touched it, can't forget her giggle, it was just an innocent thought, but everything went back to normal, or so I thought, even though, the thought of doing it again kept coming.

Until the opportunity came, I can remember vividly her reaction, her resistance, but It was something I wanted to try, so I didn't mind at all, when I put a finger into her very wet pussy, it wasn't something I wanted to let go of, I enjoyed every moment of it, it was the most beautiful thing i have seen, seeing her orgasm right in front of me, while i was still inside of her. And if course the reaction after that was awful but expected.

I wouldn't have thought it will come this far, we were just fooling around, but it happened the second time, the third and the fourth, we couldn't stop.

But life wasn't going as planned for me, Anna as I thought was just to experiment. So I still had my love life to fix, been in about ten relationships in my life, and just in a space of four years, never been lucky, and I had began to think I would find someone for myself, my boyfriend's broke up with me in slightest provocation. There was almost a time I died from the beating I received from one of ex, I didn't want to leave the relationship because I was ashamed of being laughed at, I endured it, it was Anna that confronted him and warned him to stay away from me else he would report, I thought she hated me then, but looking back at it, she saved me. Now tell me why I shouldn't fall in love with her.

I have been victim of so many things, I was lied to, a lie which also almost cost me my life, he told me he was single whereas he was married

And I was caught by the wife while sleeping with her husband, I wouldn't  dare do that, I felt horrible, even though it wasn't my fault I found it hard forgiving myself.

School wasn't going well with me, I am not able to concentrate, I'm an average student, but lately it has become worse, keeping up and passing my text and exam, It was so bad that I wanted to break up, but Anna talked to me, she helped me in the best way she could, and I got better, she just completes me, apart from the mind blowing sex she was the person meant for me

If I had a home apart from here I would have gone home to cool off, but my home is broken, my parents divorced two years ago, and my dad has remarried and also had other children in the space of two years, mama has been having the time of her life, sleeping with different men which I can't stand. My brothers don't talk to each other, and they live far away. It's just me. And when I thought I have finally found someone, I lose them again. It hurts so bad.

"You're drinking too much Felicia" tega's voice made me raise my head, and I found out I was crying already

"I can't, I can't help it...." I let the tears flow down as I sobbed "everything, everything in my life can't go perfect for once, I chased her away, I did, the only person I love" I cried more

"Felicia drinking won't solve it, she doesn't like you then let her go, your life doesn't revolve around her, just so you know, you didn't do anything wrong, you only told her you loved her, any Normal person would, and then she blew it out of proportion, who does that?! Please don't remind me of Anna" tega said angrily

"I freaked her out tega, I did, she wasn't expecting me to, she has always told me" I cried the more

I fell in love with my best friend, how did I move from being straight to fucking Anna and then wanting to be with her forever.

"Too much alcohol Felicia" tega stood up taking away the drink, I was struggling to look at her, I was already having double vision
"You can start all over, you can choose that or choose to stay here and sulk over someone doing her thing. Which ever you want the power is in your hands, and I must tell you, staying here and crying over the past isn't the one to choose"

"Ahhh" I sighet so loud from throwing up

"Goodness, let me help you to the bathroom" tega raised me up, and took me to the bathroom where I vomited more, before going to sleep.

I am going to make up with Anna, I will miss her, even though we can't be together as lovers, I want her as a friend. She obviously deserves better.