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"you are running late" I told Felicia, as she prepared for her date, with a new person

"I'm trying not to" she walked from the kitchen to the bathroom, looking for nothing exactly. I just watched her confused self, and laughed

"What are you looking for?" I asked

"I don't know, I'm just nervous, I don't know if I look good enough, I'm just scared girl" she sat on the bed putting on her jewelries

"You look beautiful, so beautiful" I admired her, her light skin was glistening, her mouth plump and pink, I can't help but lust over her.

After our last fight, we settled as if nothing happened, she forgave me and understood everything thing, she has been talking with this guy for couple days, and I have been so jealous, I don't know what i feel, but I know I don't want anybody close, but I think she has gone past that stage with me, and have moved on, I fumbled her, and it's totally understandable, we have remained or rather gone back to how we used to be, before it all started, not going to lie, I missed her so much, and I'm also trying my best to move on, she has been better at it.

"Thank you" she looked into my eyes, before smiling a little, a nervous smile, I found it cute

"Go there and let him know he found a gem" I continued, looking at her and not knowing when to stop, she does something to me.

"You really think I'm that special?" She continued with her smiling, giving me side eyes

"Just shut up and go" I chuckled not wanting boost her ego, anymore.

"I will, do you have any plans today" she asked

"No, I will just relax, until you are back" I shrugged

"Okay, see you later" she said and Left

There was nothing to do, just lie down all day, sometimes it's good not to be so attached to people, my life is so boring, without, Felicia, ada and melanin, and they are all busy right now.

I strolled down the street, it was as if nobody is in Nigeria again, i came back very exhausted from a short stroll, I think i should take exercise seriously.

I switched off my phone due to the calls, from deji and the people who took my number today. And then slept off.

"Open the door!" Felicia voice yelled from the outside, waking me up, followed by a loud laugh from her. It prompted me to quickly go and see her

"Welcome, you came back early" I said to her, she walked past me, still laughing like someone who has lost her mind
"What's wrong with you, why are you laughing like a lunatic, and why are you back early?" I closed the door and walked to where she sat taking off her shoes

"Why won't I laugh" she finally spoke but didn't answer my question, she also didn't stop laughing

"Did he drug you, or did a mad man bite you on the way?" I asked again

"I have every reason to laugh Anna, infact I'm convinced now, beyond every reasonable doubt that I can't find someone for me, I don't have a soul mate" she said still laughing

"What happened, tell me" I drew closer to her

"It's a long story, I left here by two, to go and wait for that nincompoop, imagine, I waited for thirty minutes before he came" she sat down properly to give me the full gist, she wasn't laughing anymore.

"Then he came and started giving me silly excuses, that he was busy and traffic, I was so mad at him, he didn't even have respect for, I just let that one slide, so we started talking, i was kind of enjoying his company, because he was funny and handsome, good looking, so why wouldn't I. Not too long after he came, his phone started ringing, the looked at the caller than he had a look of shock, I became scared, only for this man to tell me, that he wants to leave now, I said to where? He said he is going to another date now, that he is late, what do you mean another date? I was surprised at his temerity, he had so much boldness to tell me that he was going on a date, while on a date with me, so I asked him, why didn't he have the dignity to keep that to himself, then he started laughing that women are so dramatic, that they want a truthful partner, and when they see one they question their dignity, i was already livid by this time, he keep on going, that women are the reason why men become misogynistic, that nothing satisfies women, then he stood up to leave, i asked him if he wasn't going to pay for what we ate, then he started searching his pocket, i just knew the idiot was looking for an excuse, then he was like he forgot his wallet at home, I should help him pay" she took off her jewelries, while I listened with rapted attention

"Continue" I said

"You like story so much" she joked, "anyways, I told him I wasn't going to pay, if he forgot his wallet he should use his card, he was like he didn't have a card, a said use transfer, he said he doesn't use bank anymore, that he keeps his money with him, to avoid too much talk i just went and paid for what I ate and left him there what nonsense!" She concluded, all her smile had gone away, and reality set in.

"So you just left him" I said

"Yes I did, he is fool, can you imagine, this guy is fine, and looked so good to be that brainless, when I left I wanted to cry, but found myself laughing" she began laughing again

"Oh I'm really sorry" I felt so bad for her, she didn't deserve all this, I looked into her eyes, and I fell again, I want to drown in those brown eyes of her's

"It's okay, I should go and bath now" she said and walked towards the bathroom

"I like you!" I said to her and saw her freeze by the bathroom door, she turned slowly and looked at me, waiting for me to repeat, what was I doing? My heart began to pound

"I said I like you" I repeated myself

"How, what do you mean?" She asked still standing in the same position

"I don't know how to say it, I really like you, I have fallen for you, I have tried convincing myself it wasn't it, but it's a lie, I can't keep it to myself anymore, it's killing me, I know I will probably get a no, after what i have done, but I just wanted this to be out there" I said my heart beating faster

"I.... I don't know, jeez" she gave a nervous chuckle "now I understand how you felt when I said it first" she chuckled again "um.. I don't want you to like me because you have pity for me, or because you think, you owe me" she said

"No, I like you because you are perfect, you are everything I want" I said

"But you are straight"

"I used to be, or should I say I was delusional, I tried lying to myself I was straight, but how long can I lie, delulu isn't always the solulu" i giggled

"And deji?"

"You know the feeling wasn't always there, I'm breaking up with him"

"I'm so overwhelmed, I like you so much too Anna, I like you" she said and I found myself crying, as I quickly ran to hug her, she hugged me back tightly

How come I had my soul mate with me for over how many years and I didn't know.

It's me again 🤭, I wanted to make this chapter very romantic, but it was becoming too long, so i had to make everything quick.

What do you think about the new proclaimed feelings, I'm loving it from here.

Thank you 800 reads 🎉

I love everyone of you, I will be starting my new book soon, since this will be coming to an end soon.

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