Baby husband - jenkook

20::in my life

Yunas pov
I got out of felixes room and headed downstairs and sitting on the couch
Momo was washing the dishes and I truly appreciate momo she's like the mother,sister,best friend I've never had
Everybody hated me because of my stuttering so I became lonely and the only person who loved me truly was felix.

I am older than him with 2 years but he still acts like the oldest wich I find kinda cute and funny I've never been showed with love,kindness,careness like he does with me I feel grateful that he's my brother.

But meanwhile me and momo were in the mall she met her friends and introduced me to them and I became part of their group all of them were really nice and I even got their numbers and added me to their group chat where they make plans to hang out,sleep over and etc.

Well atleast once in my life 4 people don't hate me and about my parents they died when me and felix were 19 and 17 that's why dad gave felix his position but before they died my dad hated me and the only people who were there for me were mom and felix and I truly appreciate it.

Am not much of a talkative person but I like to express my self through silence and writing in my diary wich I always carry in my bag if I ever want to write my thoughts or feelings about something
On my 15th birthday my mom gave me that diary and since then I still treasure it with me since my mom was special to me and the stuff she gave were like finding treasure and keeping it.

Our parents died in a car accident while coming back to Korea since they had some work left in our home land Australia
Me and felix were both shock and I couldn't believe it my own mother left and died I got heartbroken and since then I started distancing myself from the society
And felix noticed that and gave me some time to heal and it took me over 1 year and 5 monthes to get over it and go back to the normal me.

Felix started working in dads position and at when I was 20 and he was 18 he was a popular mafia in the underground life and was rich
So he brought us a house maid,guards and etc to protect me since I was weak
He was never present home but the maid kept me company but while he was on his mission ever e hours he would call me to check up on me to see if I was okay or needed anything.

And at 19 he went to collage and finished it but still has some studying to do and because of studies he gave up the mafia position forever but when he was still studying I was dating someone wich I never knew he was his friend till yesterday.

For me yesterday was like a nightmare what happned and what kai told me broke me from inside but I never show him and I didn't even like him
But I was really sensitive so his word really broke me from inside and I couldn't help it but feel like a complete loser I was gone through many heartbereaks by my friends and my mom who died and this one that my heart could take it Ever again.

And since then I've been fragile and was never the normal me ever again i started to have trust issues and anxiety and depression and was really lonely groung up but without mom and felix I would have been at a worser condition than this
And that's what life taught me
"Life is not easy but with the people you love you can get through anything that's hard in life"
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Hello jenns
I am literally tearing up while writing this
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