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As Y/n left Suna's house she walked to her apartment but stopped at a park it was already 1 in the morning, so no one was there, "FUUUUUUCK! Dad always hated everything about me, and said I would always fuck everything up! He always said what a waste I was...what a waste.. What a Waste! WHAT A WASTE! AHH! FUCKING GOD! WHY ME!" Y/n broke down near the lake that was in the park and debated whether to drown and end her pathetic life or not.
She took the pack of cigarettes she had in her purse and looked at how many she had, there were the last 5. "Perfect..." Y/n mumbled and lit one up, and as she walked to her apartment it took her 30 minutes to get there she smoked all five cigarettes and she still didn't have enough.
She was extremely sad that Suna thought she was playing with his feelings and that she broke his heart, he didn't even let her say that she loved him too.
She wanted to die instead of having to deal with the guilt and sadness that she felt. When Y/n got to her apartment she opened the door and went inside, she looked at the time and it was 1:30 am, she had to work tomorrow at 7 am and she knew she wouldn't get sleep.
She decided to skip it and just stay home and cry and drink. As Y/n got ready to sleep she looked at her phone and saw she had 35 missed calls from Suna and 50 messages from him. She ignored them and slept with a heavy heart, but at least she slept knowing she wouldn't have to deal with him anymore.
The next morning Y/n woke up with a pounding headache, she had drank too much last night trying to drown her sorrows. She looked at her phone and saw that Suna had called and texted her multiple times throughout the night. She ignored them and got up to make herself some coffee. As she was getting ready for work, she couldn't help but feel guilty for what had happened between her and Suna. She knew that she had hurt him and she couldn't bear the thought of facing him anymore, and she didn't feel like working today.
Y/n decided to call in sick and stay home for the day, she needed some time to herself to process everything that had happened. She spent the whole day in bed, crying and thinking about Suna. She couldn't believe that she had hurt him so much, and she couldn't understand why he had snapped at her like that. She had never seen him so angry before.
As the days went on, Y/n's guilt and sadness grew. She knew that she needed to talk to Suna and apologize for her actions. She couldn't let things end like this between them. So, she decided to go to his house and talk to him in person after him not responding to her texts.
When Y/n arrived at Suna's house, she took a deep breath and knocked on the door. Suna answered almost immediately, and his expression changed from surprise to anger when he saw Y/n standing there.
"What do you want?" he asked coldly.
Y/n took a step forward, "I...I just wanted to talk. I'm sorry for what happened a few days ago. I never meant to hurt you." Suna's expression softened a bit, but he still looked hurt. "I don't want to talk to you, Y/n. You made it clear that you don't care about me nor my feelings" Y/n went to protest but Suna slammed the door in front of her face and locked the door.
Tears welled up in Y/n's eyes as she stood outside Suna's door. She had never seen him this cold and distant before. She knew she had messed up and hurt him, but she never thought he would shut her out completely. She turned around and walked away, feeling defeated and heartbroken.
