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Chapter 8

Chresanto❤

Zendaya keeps blowing up my phone I just been ignoring her I know if I want Bahja to be happy I cannot be entertaining these hoes I'm thinking of changing my number but idk ill figure it out "Baby get up we going shopping" I threw a pillow at Bahja she threw it right back powerfully hitting me in the stomach "Damn girl" she sat up rubbing her eyes "I hate you"

I picked her up "I fucking love you Bahja Shamoni Rodriguez " I kissed all over her face until she laughed "Okay I love you 2" she giggled getting out of my grip heading to the bathroom to brush her teeth after doing her morning duties she went to the closet picked out an outfit and then put it on did her make up and hair and then we left

We arrived at the mall getting out holding hands "How's your mom doing?" Bahja asked my mom had a heart attack last week and I've been checking in on her everyday making sure she's taking her meds and eating right "She doing way better thank you for asking baby" "I wanna go see her today I haven't seen Ms. Ann in forever" I chuckled "I'll take you to see her later today Bee" she nodded we headed to forever 21 to get her some cloths and stuff after we stopped at a couple more stores she aid she was hungry so we went to the food court when I seen Zendaya

"Chres baby I miss you, why have you been ignoring me?" Bahja looked at her upside her head Zendaya looked at Bee and rolled her eyes "Is she the reason you don't fuck with me no more?" "No your the reason I don't fuck with you your a hoe and I moved on to a better woman that loves me shit she loved me since the first day we laid eyes in each other" "Chresanto I do love you" "wrong you love the things I do to you and for you, you could have given 2 shits about me" I grabbed Bahja's hand and we left

I knew Bahja was pissed cause when I piss her off to the point where there's no return she don't speak to no one this time I didn't piss her off but I can guarantee Zendaya pissed her off so she won't speak to me for a couple of hours

"Baby I'm sorry please talk to me" she looked at me like she was finna cry I pulled her to me as we stop I front of the doors to leave "So she's the one" she cried my heart sank to my stomach "If she didn't love you like I did why where you with her Chres?"

Bahja pulled away from me with hurt showing in her eyes "I loved her" I said lowly with my head hanging low I felt like a little kid getting scolded by my mother because I was being bad

"Hmm okay" Bahja said whipping her tears leaving me standing there shot I wanted to cry I always fuck up even when I haven't done nothing

Bahja

I'm so tired of his bullshit damn I hate that I love him sometimes he makes me second guess a lot of shit that has happened to us I have him my everything love affection shit he took my virginity he has my heart but I see who has his

I know that he had nothing to do with the Zendooe girl but it pissed me off seeing her in person she was pretty and everything ain't have no boobs or ass but he like them stick figures Thats him

I'm in one of the guest rooms laying down looking at the ceiling just thinking when I heard a knock on the door "I said I don't want to be bothered" I said as the door opened

"Well damn guess I will go home them" Zonnique said turning around "No Nique you can stay I thought you were Chres" "What happened? your not wanting to see him and your in the guest room" she frowned "I saw her"

"The other girl?" I nodded forcing the tears that begged to spill not to fall "She told him she loved him I thought he would leave me but he didn't I wasn't mad at him until we walked off

He asked me to talk to him and asked if she didn't love him why he stayed and he said it was cause he loved her I haven't said a word to him since he said that" I couldn't keep my tears back

Nique hugged me as I cried "What did I ever do wrong" I sobbed into her shirt "Nothing Bahja, Chris fucked up and had two girls one got deep feelings while the one he had first could have cared less about him

It was Chresanto's mistake okay? You stayed loyal and loved him you did everything right but not talking to him and not resolving your issues is only gonna fuck y'all relationship up" she was right

I need yo stop crying about this and talk to him let him know what I'm feeling because even tho sometimes I hate it I do love Chres I'm in love with him