No love

Chapter 9

Bahja
"I'm sorry Bahja I didn't mean for you to find out about her like that" I rolled my eyes it's been two weeks since I talked to Chres and it's killing me inside but I'm holding myself together "Bahja baby I love you please speak to me" "And what do you want me to do Chresanto? Forgive you and act like none of my hurt or pain ever happened? Well it did and I'm showing you exactly how I felt when you were creeping with that chick you were to busy giving your all to instead of me" I walked out of the guest room I'd been staying in trying not to look at him as I headed to the kitchen

"I was dumb baby blinded by one sided love okay it was before we met way before we even started talking, I fell for her and you at the same time but had stronger feelings for her at least I thought I did" he grabbed my arm making me look at him crazy and snatching away from him "Don't touch me Roc" "So it's like this now over a irrelevant ass female I been done with, my name to you isn't Chres or baby it's Roc?" He looked pissed but guess what so was I

"Shit I wasn't your main priority the whole time we were fucking with each other so what dose it matter Roc?" He balled his fist up "I'm fucking sick of this bullshit you acting like I'm still cheating when my attention, love, heart, and focus is on you twenty-four seven I'm so damn in love with you when we not talking I can't think straight, I'm fucking up drug deals because I'm trying to think of ways to keep your ass happy, and make you love me again, but you won't even look my damn way or call me by my name or at least baby" I softened up a little as he spoke "I'm not saying you can't be mad but this stubborn shit gotta go" I smiled I love him with all my heart and him taking control is something I need every now and then

"Fine, now fix me some dinner we hungry" he screwed up his face in confusion "What do you mean by we?" "Chresi went to the doctor last week because I had been throwing up a lot, I couldn't keep anything down and when They ran some tests I found out I'm pregnant but I was mad at you so I didn't say anything" he picked me up spinning me around

"I'm gonna be a daddy?" He asked I smiled and nodded he put me down dropping to his knees kissing my stomach "Daddy's gonna take care of you" he kissed it just staring at my belly "How far along?" "A month" he kissed me passionately picking me up sitting me on the counter "Don't move I'll make you something to eat baby" I'm glad I finally told him and he's so excited WERE GONNA BE PARENTS!!!