Apologies and love

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I walk in the front door just getting back from the hospital and what I see makes me want to puke. Justin and Selena are cuddling on the couch while he's tickling her making her giggle. Justin never broke up with me so I did, I told him it was over and I was extremely hurt and then he started bringing up Greg but he didn't finish his sentence so I guess I'll never know why he's mad at me. Ugh! He's so confusing, I just need to get away because I just can't keep on doing this to myself. Staying here is killing me and every time I see Justin a little piece of my heart breaks.

I hear footsteps and I look back to see Hadley rolling her eyes while looking at them in disgust. Hadley drove me home from the hospital and she had groceries so I walk to her and help her put stuff away. "Did Justin say anything to you when you came in?" Hadley whispered. "No, that little prick didn't say anything to me. He's too busy being up Selena's ass." I said out loud not caring if he heard me or not.

Hadley laughed and then her face got angry again when Selena walked into the kitchen. She looked at me in disgust and I was about to give her the finger but Hadley stopped me. Selena looked over at Hadley and smiled, what? Why is she smiling? "Hi, you must be Hadley. I'm Selena!" She said in a preppy fake voice. "Hello" Is all Hadley said in a cold voice. Selena squinted her eyes and then smiled while saying "I love your hair! It's so long and pretty!" Hadley smiled and said "Thank you! I like yours too!" I looked at her with a 'what the hell are you doing?!' look and she quickly got back in place and looked at Selena like she was still angry.

"Well it was nice meeting you!" Selena said while hugging Hadley. "Oh, uh. Nice to meet you too." Hadley said looking uncomfortable. Selena walked away without saying a word to me. All of a sudden we heard fake crying and then Justin came storming into the kitchen looking angry. Oh gosh, what did she do?

"ANNIE! Why did you do that to Selena?!" Justin yelled making me shocked. I didn't think he would ever yell at me like that. "I don't know what you're talking about." I whispered not being able to speak any louder. Hadley looks just as shocked as I am but then I look at Selena who is behind Justin and she's not crying she just had a smirk on her face. "Selena told me that you ignored her and then told her she was a slut and she didn't deserve me!" Justin yelled making me back up. "She did not! Selena is lying Justin! Annie would NEVER make someone feel bad about themselves because she has had too much of that in her own life. She almost took her life because of all the shit that was happening." Hadley said while getting really angry.

I looked at Selena and her face went from bitchy to concerned and guilty. "Oh yeah, then why did Selena tell me that!? She wouldn't lie to me. Annie, how could you do something like that?" Justin asked looking at me. The hot tears start to build up in my eyes and they begin to fall "I-I Didn't-" was all I could mange to say before running upstairs and sitting on the floor with my back against my bed sobbing.

Before I ran up there I noticed Selena was about to say something but I ran before I could hear it. I'm crying so hard I can barely breathe, I don't know what to do. I was really starting to love Justin and my heart is completely broken. I try to get up to go into the bathroom I just don't know any other way to deal with this, but the memories of what happened in the hospital stop me in my tracks and I just fall back to the ground still sobbing.

Honestly all I want is for Justin to hold me in his arms like he used to. I'm craving his touch but I know I can't have it. I hear a knock at my door and I get up slowly and crack the door to see Selena standing there with tears in her eyes. "Annie I'm sorry." She whispered while a tear falls from her eye. "What?" I whisper back shocked. "Can I come in?" She asks and I let her in and she sits down on my bed and I do the same while looking at her waiting for an explanation.

"I didn't know you went through all of that stuff until Hadley just told me and I'm sorry." She said looking upset and sincere. "I forgive you." I whispered making her look shocked. "I didn't think you would forgive me. I'm not a mean person like I know you think I am and I mean that. I don't want to be this way to you or anyone else because it doesn't feel good to know people think I'm this horrible person that I have been for so long and I want to change." She said making me shocked this time.

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