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2 ~ what is soon?

Leya
Its 10:40 am in the morning and i just woke up, i slept so well in my own bed again, i think i really missed my bed for some reason.
I go downstairs only to see mom making breakfast, i say goodmorning and we just talk for a while when finally dad also came downstairs and he joined the conversation, we ate some breakfast and just talked again about what we were planning in doing today, i actually planned nothing, pedri has training and of course because dad is coach he also kind of has training. We did plan on going out for dinner tonight with pedri me mom and dad, and dad asked if i wanted to come with them for the training like i always used to but now i dont really dare to i also dont know why. But i told dad that i was gonna think about it. When pedri also finally came downstairs they actually already had to leave for training but i still hadn't made a decision.. then i came to the point that i was coming with them.

I got ready really fast because they are already a little late. Im literally the most basic girl on earth right now because im for real just wearing a white crop top and a blue jeans but i dont know i kinda like it.

We got in the car and drove to the training. I feel kinda nervous because i haven't seen these boys in ages i had such a good bond with all of them but of course with pablo it was different i guess im also mostly scared of him for some reason. Everyone there knew we had a special bond some people even told me he was madly in love with me but i never really believed them.

We arrived at the training complex and got out of the car, okay now its starting to get scary for real. My stomach hurts because of the nerves i got right now, but im not paying attention to it. Of course im excited to see everyone but what if they are not excited to see me, and worst of all is they probably dont even know im back.
We get inside and i walk with dad to the field while pedri is gonna get changed. When we get in the field i see sarah standing there with her phone. if you didn't know yet sarah is the girl who makes all the instagram stories for barca and the instagram posts and stuff i had a good bond with her too. When she saw me her jaw dropped wide open. She ran towards me and gave me a thight hug 'since when are you back omg i missed you so' she said 'im back since yesterday' i told her and we started a conversation until the first players began to run op to the field i dont think they noticed im here too because they litterally ran past me. Alejandro frenkie and joão are already on the field but they still didn't see me.. when pedri also came up he walked towards me and we talked when we heard someone scream his name he turned around and we both faced ferran tores or as you can also call it one of pedri's best friends. When ferran saw me standing next to pedri his jaw also dropped and he screamd 'LEYA WHAT THE FUCK YOUR BACK?' and if i tell you he was screaming he really was screaming.
'Calm down ferran dont wake the whole complex up please' pedri answered 'im sorry boss pedri but i mean your sister is back and you dont excpect me to yell?' Ferran replies and i laugh and say 'goodmorning ferran' and he gives me a short hug, when finally the others also recognize me im suddenly surrounded by football players i talk with all of them and the nerves in my stomach are finally gone. But i still haven't seen one person. pablo.

The training is starting and im sitting in the duck out pablo is still not here and im kind of disappointed?
the training has already started 15 minutes ago when pedri gets called of the field, my brother runs towards my dad they're talking about something and i can see pedri shakes his head, then pedri gets back on the field again and i see my dad calling someone alright now im starting to get curious.
when they got a little break i walk towards pedri 'pé what was up?' I asked 'nothing dont worry please' he answered im sorry but i was not convinced by that answer 'no what's going on? Tell me' i say back 'its nothing leya really just trust me' 'well i know something is up but if its not that deep then why dont you want to tell me?' ' because its none of your bussiness' he says in a voice which i know stands for: im not gonna say more, im done. and with that he walked away. Damn seriously? well i guess i will have to try it with dad then?
I walked up to my dad and asked him what was going on 'what do you mean? everything's fine' he says in also not a really convincing voice
'Really? Are you guys gonna keep lying to me? Cause its not working at all i know your hiding something from me.
I told him, and a long hard sigh escaped his mouth 'ley were not hiding something from you it just doesn't really matter'
Now im getting mad 'seriously? Stop it if it really doesn't matter then why can't i know? Is it because im too young? Fuck it just tell me' i answer 'sweetheart i dont-' dad says but got interupted by pedri running onto the field again but not on his own someone is behind him.. they see us and walk towards us. Okay damn thats him. Its pablo. Its fucking pablo. God how happy i am to see him again. When he recognizes me too he freezes. 'Leya what are you doing here?' He says unbeliveable. 'You'll find out about that, did you miss me?' I asked 'damnit you have no idea' he says and runs up to me to give me a hug. I MISSED THESE HUGS OMG. Out of all the people i have hugged the past few days this one was the best fr. He lets go off me and i ask him why he was so late 'doesn't matter i need to play again see you later?' He says, what the hell is up with these people.

Theres only 10 minutes left and im watching the boys train i caught pablo looking at me a few times while i was already watching him the whole time. I dont think i will ever get over this boy.

When the training is done we get in the car again and drive home i didn't see pablo again so i text him and ask him another time why he was so late at training

Pablo❣️

Pablo sorry for asking again but i actually wanna know what was going on and why you were so late. Could you please tell me ? x

End of chat

The heart by pablo's name has always been there but just as friends, i really hope our bestfriends bond is still here because i missed it back in london.
I do need to admit that i really had a crush on him and im kinda scared that its coming back or maybe never left.

When were home i run upstairs and take a shower and fresh up a bit, i did my make-up and chose my outfit. And when i look at my phone i see a notification from pablo and one from livia. Livia has been one of my best friend since i came in london for the first time. we were in the same friendgroup with sarah and mara i kinda miss them.

Pablo❣️

Hey leya, im sorry for not telling you what was going on but i swear its nothing dont worry.

End of chat

Seriously?
Im texting him back.

Pablo❣️

Really pablo? I mean we were bestfriends and i just want to have that bond back with you but if its gonna be like this its not even gonna happen.

Pablo is typing...

I get it, i would also love to be friends again but its too early to already tell you whats happening right now. Sorry you'll find out about it soon.

End of chat

Okay? When is soon? These people make me the most curious version of myself i could ever be. I fastly open livia's chats

Livia♥️

Hey leyley how's everything in barca? I need to see you is it okay if im coming to visit you in a week or maybe 2????❤️

Hey livvvvvvv, everything okay here. and in london? OFCOURSE YOU CAN VISIT ME COME WHEN YOU WANT. alsoo its so weird like my dad pedri and pablo are hiding something from me but they wont tell me what it is....

End of chat

Its evening and were driving to the dinner place were gonna eat.

When were here we sit down and just talk again. I feel like dad and pedri are a little nervous or something they're just acting different. And mom also noticed it 'guys whats going on why are you acting so weird?' She said 'hm? Nothing is going on' dad says 'dad maybe we have to tell them they are both noticing it' pedri says 'alright then, we do need to tell you guys something' my dad says but excatly when he wanted to tell us the dinner got brought and we started eating nothing got said after and while eating again, it was quite.
We drove home and it was quite again.
I got straight to bed and didnt even take of my make-up i was too tired. I look at my phone one last time and see several messages but i do not have the energy to answer them or even take a look at them so i leave it and get some sleep.

Writer: hey everyone i know its still boring😭 and maybe a little short but its gonna get better i swear im so sorry for this shit tho. Loveyou guys thanks for reading 🫶🏼💌