Serenade// Luke hemmings

Part 1

Hey guys this is the writer, i'm very excited about this book. Although you must know that this book may be triggering to some so if you start to feel uncomfortable while reading please stop. I don't want to push anyone into relapse or starting to do anything I'm just trying to tell a story. So please enjoy but keep that in mind.
I also have another book called Solitude if you want to check it out that would be super cool(:
Last thing before I start the story! Thank you to @oneshot5sos for the amazing cover art

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"Another day and I'm somewhere new, I made a promise that i'll come back so-"

I cut off the boys saying "Hey guys i'm really sorry but i have to take this call."
Why is the hospital calling me i think to myself as i walk off stage from sound check to the dressing room.

"Hello?" i say trying my best to stay as calm as possible.

"Yes, hello is this Mr. Michael Clifford?"

"Yeah. Whats happened?"

" I'm greatly sorry to inform you that your sister had tried committing suicide on Monday, and we think that she needs real help from an institution that can give her the care she needs. I'm sorry to spring all of this on you so suddenly, but Nicole has asked to see you. Also we need a direct family member to sign the paper work so we can transfer her. How fast do you think you can be here? "

"Wait, Nicole Elaine Clifford tried killing herself? On Monday? Why the hell are you just now calling me? She's my sister!" i yell. I am furious with this hospital. Does mom know? Probably not.. My thoughts were interrupted by the doctor.

"Well sir, we just now got her permission to call you, she said she didn't want to embarrass you. One of her friends that she was apparently living with called for an ambulance saying that Nicole had tried killing herself. She's been here for 4 days, but we honestly do believe she needs real help. We tried contacting your mother to let her know but she said that she didn't want anything to do with it."

" My mother and her aren't on good terms," i scratch the back of my head trying to think of when i can be there. The hospital is in town since were playing a home show, " Um okay i'll be there in an hour. I just have to be back by 6 p.m."

" Okay Mr. Clifford, i will see you then." the nurse said before she hung up.

I can't believe this. My little sister.. God. I sit down on the couch for a couple of minutes with my head in my hands thinking until Calum walks in, "Hey you okay mate?"

"Yeah i'm fine." i say a little more harsh than i thought i would. I see the hurt in Cal's eyes but i don't have time for pitty right now. I stand up and quickly grab my jacket and keys and head out of the arena. When i got to the parking lot there were paparazzi waiting outside and also some fans. Come on people, i really can't do this right now. I say excuse me and speed walk to my car and start my journey to the Hospital. The ride there was filled with horrible thoughts that i hope no one ever hears. Once i park my car in the parking lot i basically run into the Hospital.

"Hello, My name is Michael Clifford, I'm here for my little sister Nicole Clifford."

" Ah, yes hello sir, follow me." The nurse says as she leads me down a million hallways and 2 elevators. This lady seriously needs to freaking walk faster. I let out a sigh as she turns around another corner and presses the button to open the door. As i wait for the slow door i look at the sign that say "psychiatric ward" and thats when it hit me. My sister is mentally ill, how could i have not seen this before? Finally we get to her room and i see a sight i never wanted to see. My baby sister laying in a hospital bed with bandages all up both forearms but you could see the little bit of blood seeping through.