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Jake's pov
I grab my knife and put it to my wrist. I start to press down and see the blood come out. (Fuck, why does Johnnie do this so much? It fucking hurts! But yet feels so good.) I look down and take the knife from my wrist. Blood starts gushing out of my arm. I start to cry. I stand up and run to the bathroom. "Jake? Are you okay?" I hear Johnnie yell. "Yep!" "Okay!" I grab a towel and wet it. I start to clean my arm, when I hear Johnnie's voice. "Jake I'm coming in!" He opens the bathroom door. He looks at my wrist. "Jake?" We make eye contact. "Jake move the towel." "I don't want to." "I don't give a fuck move the towel." I move the towel from my arm, blood still pooling out. "Jake." "I'm sorry." I start to cry and he hugs me. "I'll be right back keep cleaning it." Johnnie says and leaves the bathroom and I continue to wipe the blood away. He comes back with medical tape and gauze. He grabs my arm and puts the gauze on the medical tape. "This is going to hurt." He says and puts the tape to my arm. I wince. "I'm sorry." He says and continues to wrap my arm. He finishes and I sigh. "You don't have to talk about it but if you want we can cuddle and watch a movie." I nod and he smiles at me. "Jake?" I look at him. "Those cuts are deep they're going to take forever to heal." I nod slightly. "You might need stitches." I shake my head. "No I don't want to." "Okay." "If I don't will it do anything?" "No the stitches just helps it heal faster." I nod and smile at him. "Go get changed." I look down at my blood stained shirt and pants and walk to my room.
Johnnie's pov
Jake walks to his room and I walk to my room to get some blankets. I walk downstairs and put the blankets down the I remember we have microwaveable popcorn. I go make the popcorn. I come back out to see Jake snuggles in my blanket smelling it. I clear my throat. "Jake?" He looks up shocked and drops my blanket. "J-Johnnie haha I was just looking for the remote." "You mean the one on the coffee table?" "Oh there it is." Jake laughs nervously. (Cute.) I walk over and grab the remote then give the popcorn to Jake as I get comfortable. He snuggles up to me and I turn on the T.V. "What are you in the mood for?" "Comedy." I smile and put on a movie I think Jake would like. "Grown Ups!?" Jake says happily. "Yeah." We start to watch the movie. About 30 minutes in someone knocks on our door. "I'll get it." I say and Jake groans. I open the door to see Tara. "Hey Tar, what's up?" "Nothing just bored and wondering if you wanted to film with me?" I look over at Jake. "Come in." I say to Tara. She walks inside and sits on the couch next to Jake. "OMG! Grown Ups! I love this movie!" "You're welcome to watch with us." Jake says and I sit next to him getting comfortable under the covers again. Tara looks at us as Jake snuggles into my neck. "OMG is Jahnnie real?" Jake and I look and each other and nod. Tara squeals and hugs us. Jake and I laugh. "Tell me everything thing!" I pause out movie and Jake starts explaining what basically happened this past week. He gets to the part about last night and this morning and starts to cry, so I take over explaining and he cries into my chest.
Jake's pov
I start to cry into Johnnie's chest. (I'm a worthless piece of shit crybaby. That's what Johnnie thinks of me. That's what everyone thinks of me because I am. I wish I didn't care but I care so much.) Johnnie puts his hand on my head and starts to play with my hair. I lean into his touch and he laughs. I groan and snuggle more into his chest. "Bye Jake!" I hear Tara yell and shut the door. "Jake?" Johnnie says and I pick my head up to look st him in his eyes. "I love you. Please remember that." He says and kisses me. "I love you to." I mumble in the kiss.
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