Izuku felt broken. He felt the tears run down his cheeks and his knees finally gave out under him. His body began trembling with shock and hurt, Katsukis words playing on repeat in his mind.
Idiotic
Weakling
Stupid
Like anybody would love you.
Izuku's stomach clenched and his lip wobbled. He wanted this to stop, this stupid feeling, it hurt. It hurt like someone shot a bullet and aimed it at his chest, hitting perfectly.
Tears dropped down, landing on the floor. Izuku curled himself into a ball of shame.
Katsuki was right about one thing. He had fallen for it.
Fallen for him.
Izuku didn't want to feel. He wanted everything to disappear. He couldn't face any of his classmates right now.
Timeskip:
After Izuku had gotten home he put on a fake smile and retreated into his room. Where he buried himself in his blankets and screamed out in agony into his pillow.
His chest hurt and pained. His breath was coming in small gasps and his throat was sore.
Eventually tiredness took over Izuku's sorrow and he drifted off into a nightmare of memories.
Katsuki was looming over him with his goons behind him, smirking evilly. His eyes were cold like stones and he clenched his fist, ready for a punch.
Izuku curled up clutching at his middle school uniform as he stared up at his childhood friend. He gulped and shut his eyes, waiting for the upcoming pain.
Katsukis goons laughed and spat hurtful comments out of their filthy mouths. Right when the punch hit, Izuku bolted up in his bed, cold sweat running down his face and neck.
Tears began flowing and he hugged himself, sniffing and crying his heart out.
His eyes stung and so did his heart.
Timeskip:
When Izuku came to school again he avoided Katsuki like the plague. He didn't make eye contact with him, didn't talk to him, didn't even look at him.
Izuku could tell his friends were getting worried, but gave him space and waited for him to come to them. That he was grateful for.
After weeks of Izuku and Katsuki avoiding each other, Uraraka and Kirishima saw that they needed to help.
In class Kirishima caught Urarakas eye and he nodded to her, she nodded back and gave him a stern look. They meet after class.
"Hey man" Denki greeted Kirishima on his way out. "You coming?"
The red head looked up at the blond and a thought invaded his mind. Maybe he and Uraraka could use some help.
"Hey Denki," Kirishima answered. "Me and Uraraka might need some help. Would you, Sero and Mina be up for a challenge?"
Timeskip:
Izuku hurriedly packed his stuff away and got ready to bolt out of the class and lock himself in a bathroom stall.
Before he could do that he got stopped by Uraraka. She eyed him with a stern look and Izuku gulped.
"We need to talk" the brunette said and Izuku mentally screamed. He knew what she meant by talk and he didn't like it.
That's how Izuku found himself on the rooftop with, Kirishima, Uraraka, Mina, Denki, and Sero.
"I suppose you guys already know what's been going on" the greenet tried to break the tense silence and gave them a questioning look.
"Yes we do. And i'm quite annoyed that you didn't tell me" Mina scolded him and placed a hand on her hip. "We could all have helped you with that angry pomeranian"
From the sidelines the others nodded approvingly, with their arms crossed.
"Let us help you man" Sero gave him a sympathetic look and a smile. Izuku looked at him and a feeling of uneasiness and relief that he wasn't gonna be alone with it, came over him.
"Okay I do need help" the greenet sighed and nodded.
"We aren't gonna take no for an answer, wait what?!" Denki stated and nearly yelled the last two words.
"So you are accepting our help?" Uraraka asked and smiled, eyes sparkling with excitement.
Izuku nodded again and Kirishima fist bumped the air with a grin plastered on his face. "That's the spirit Midoriya"
After that they sat down in a circle and demanded Izuku to tell them about what happened at the sports festival.
Izuku felt nervousness rise in him and he stared down at the ground.
Should I tell them about what Kacchan said?
They gave him waiting looks and he sucked in a breath.
"I think it's best that Kacchan tells you about what happened" Izuku finally said and gave them a small smile.
The others looked at eachother with concerned looks and Mina gently took his hands in her pink ones.
"Midoriya, did something wrong happen between you and Bakugou? Something hurtful?"
Her eyes were full of fondness and Izuku knew he could trust her and the others, but kept his mouth shut. "You should ask Kacchan"
Mina somehow knew she wouldn't get anymore out of him and nodded to him and then the others. "Okay we will do that"
A/n I know that the story might be a little boring now, but I promise it is going to be better. Hope you enjoy it!
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