Secrets. Bkdk fanfic.

9

Katsuki felt horrible. He felt like he was about to throw up and his eyes were getting blurry. His throat felt tight and dry and he couldn't find the words he wanted to say. It was all so irritating and all because of him.

Kirishima gave Katsuki a worried look then he didn't respond to his question.

"What happened between you and Midoriya at the sports festival?" He had asked him. The blond had completely frozen by the words and now he had begun trembling.

They were alone in the classroom and the only sound Katsuki could hear was his heart pounding in his ears. He didn't want to answer. Kirishima would hate him for it. Katsuki opened his mouth to speak and to his surprise, he could.

"I fucked up" His voice sounded dry and croaky, like he had just cried his heart out. His lip began trembling and the tears in his eyes were threatening to overflow and escape.

Kirishima was about to say something, but Katsuki came first and spilled word after word out. Telling the red head what he had done.

After the blond was done Kirishima stared at him, wide eyed. His face looked like it couldn't choose between looking horrified and reassuring. Instead the male dragged Katsuki into a hug.

"It's gonna be okay man" Kirishima soothed and held the trembling blond. Katsuki wasn't so sure and hived himself out of the hug. His glare pierced Kirishima to the spot. His eyes were dry now and not a hint of uselessness in them.

"How the fuck is this gonna 'be okay'?" Katsukis voice was cold and his expression emotionless. Kirishima's eyes flickered and his jaw was set. It was obvious he didn't know what to answer. "That's right. It's not gonna be okay if I keep hurting him"

With that Katsuki turned his heel and walked out the door.

Katsuki stormed down the hallway past other students. He didn't know where he was heading, just that he didn't want to hear some useless advice from Kirishima.

After some good walking he found himself in the boys bathroom, watching his face. Katsukis eyes were red and puffy like he actually had cried. He gritted his teeth at the sight and turned around to walk out, but stopped when he saw Izuku.

Izuku's eyes were full of worry and he dropped his gaze. Katsukis body went stiff, he didn't know what to do. He couldn't just say 'Hey Deku, you know I'm really sorry but I think you're overreacting' Fuck no.

Izuku cleared his throat and Katsukis realized he was staring. The blond quickly looked away from the freckled male and scratched his neck. He swallowed and opened his mouth to speak, but stopped.

What the fuck was he surposed to say?

"I um do you really think i'm that horrible?" The smaller male's voice was small and full of the fear of rejection.

"No!" Katsuki slapped his hands over his mouth, panic rising in his stomach. Fuck fuck fuckedy fuck.

Izuku looked up and faced the blond, hope flaring in his big emerald eyes. "No?"

Katsuki removed his hands and drew out a deep breath. "No, I don't think you are horrible. Actually I think I'm the horrible one here"

He was waiting for Izuku to yell at him, angry and sad but instead he took Katsukis hand in his scared one. The blond was frozen in surprise and watched the greenets every move as the boy kissed his knuckles. His lips were soft against his skin and sent a tingling sensation up his spine.

Izuku looked up at Katsuki again and then like he had just realized what he had done, his eyes widened, face erupting in red. He quickly let go of the blond's hand and looked away, getting even redder. It was adorable.

Katsuki already missed his touch and grabbed his hands in his, making Izuku to fling his head towards Katsuki.

"Izuku?"